Tonight, a Chapter Will Begin... (An Andy Biersack Love Story)

Chapter 36

Chapter 36: Andy's POV

When I arrived to CC's house that night, I ended up crashing on his couch. He had a guestroom but I ended up just passing out. I was drained and upset and I honestly didn't care anymore. CC said I needed to repair things with Kristin as fast as possible but I don't know if I can exactly.

I woke up to someone poking me. I opened one eye to see CC poking me with a stick he probably found outside. "CC..." I groaned, shutting my eyes.

"You have to get up, go to your house, and fight like a man!" He shouted, throwing the stick on the ground. I held myself up with my elbow as I looked up at him with a raised eyebrow. "You can't just sit here! It will only make this situation worse." He said to me.

"She doesn't want anything to do with me so I'm leaving her be." I said to him simply. "Look I'm giving her some time to cool down." I explained to him. He gave me a look as he sat of the opposite side of the couch. "What am I supposed to anger her?" I frowned.

"No but what if she drops the engagement? Huh? What will that do to you? To Melanie?" CC asked me, standing up and looking at me straight in the eye.

"Look if she decides that's what she wants then that's what she wants. I'm not going to fight her." I said to him as I stood as well, going to the kitchen to search for a water bottle. CC chased after me, grabbing my wrist and spinning me around. I frowned at him.

"That's it?" He shouted. "You're going to play cowards? Andy you have to fight!"

"What am I supposed to do? She doesn't want to talk to me! I fucking cheated on her CC I can't just waltz into the house and-"

"So what? It's your house too! Go the fuck in there and fight!" He shouted. "I will not take no for an answer." He said simply. "Go in there, just start of casually saying you want to see Melanie and pick up some clothes. Then talk." He said to me, grabbing a soda can from the fridge. "Stop being a wimp." He muttered.

"I'm not a wimp!" I snapped.

"Not normally but you're being one right now!" I fell silent. "Just go over there." He pleaded.

So I obeyed and I went over there. I drove over there in my white tank top and pajama pants. My heart raced as got closer and closer to the house. I soon saw our driveway. Kristin was home. I parked my car next to the house as I stepped out of the car. I walked up the path and up onto the porch. I took out my keys and I opened the door. I walked inside and I went into the kitchen were Kristin was with Melanie. She gave me a look. "Why are you here?" She snarled.

"Last time I checked I am allowed in my own house, with my own kid, and access to my closet." I said simply. She gave me a nasty look before turning away to put Melanie in her chair.

"Last time I checked people that propose don't cheat on there fiancée's." She mocked.

"I slept with her even before we were that intimate." I sighed. "Stop trying to make it sound worse than it is." I said to her.

"Just because we weren't that serious makes it okay?" She shouted. I heard Melanie cry at the fits of rage.

"Just shut the fuck up!" I snapped as I walked over and I picked Melanie up. "Stop shouting, stop screaming, just hear me out. Please." I begged her. She stood there with her arms crossed as I calmed down Melanie who had stopped wailing and was just sniffling. "Yes I cheated on you. I know what I did was wrong and I should have thought you would care. I know I probably can't change the now angry feelings you have for me but I am sorry." I said to her softly. "I really am." I admitted. Kristin stood there in silence.

"I'm sorry for overreacting. Yes, I have the right to be mad but I should know that by now that you'd never cheat on me NOW. I shouldn't have dwelled on the past." She muttered. I walked over to her and pecked her lips.

"I love you and I'm sorry for what I did. Can you forgive me?" I asked her. She stood there, looking down at her shoes. "Kristin?" I whispered softly.

"Andy, I do forgive you but I can't just feel like things are back to normal after these 15 or so hours." She explained. "I love you but I need some time. I don't know if I can sleep in the same bed as you right now. I don't know if it would be right." She said to me, taking Melanie from me.

"What are you trying to say?" I asked her... my heart sped up in worry as I stood there.

"Maybe we need a break." She said to me softly.

"What about Melanie?" I asked her. "What about the wedding?" She stood there. "What about US?"

"You can come over every day but I don't want to share a bed with you at night. I don't want to kiss you. I don't want to marry you right now." She said to me. I felt the world shatter. I just stood there. Tears streamed down both of our eyes. "I'm sorry." She whispered.

"If you were sorry, if you didn't want this to happen, you'd be with me. You'd understand! You would be shoving our kid through this!" I snapped. "If you want to be with me why tell me no? How is that going to help us? How are we going to repair if you're going to shove me away?" I growled. I walked past her.

"Andy-"

"You're making too much of this. If I were to cheat on you now I'd understand but this was eight years ago Kristin! We even broke up a year after! Now, were back together, stronger. This was supposed to be a clean slate! You dated me that day at Warped Tour because you wanted a clean slate for us. You're a hypocrite! You cheated on me! Cheated on what our relationship would be!" I hissed. I stormed into the bedroom as I went to my closet and got my suitcase.

"What are you doing?" He asked me, following me to the bedroom.

"Packing up my shit- leaving." I snarled. She watched me as I packed up all my clothes and a few other hygienic items. I zipped up my black suitcase. I took her hand as I looked her in the eyes. "Since you don't want to marry me." I ripped the ring from her hand and stuffed it in my pocket. "Bye Kristin." I kissed Melanie's head and I left with my suitcase.

Just. Like. That.

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