This morning I woke up, like any other day. But it wasn't.
Today was the anniversary of my older brother, Adam's, death.
He died in a car accident. He was seventeen years old and sitting in the back seat for christsakes! He had had not one drop of alcohol, and neither had his friends. His mate Sam was driving the car, when he swerved to avoid an animal on the road and they went straight into a tree. Why them? Why was my brother killed? I was supposed to be in the car with them, but I wasn't. I had chosen to get a ride home with my friend Allie. Why was I saved but he wasn't?
I miss him so much. My heart hurts just thinking about him and everything he will never get to experience.