Straykidz 𝐇𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 (𝑪𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒄)Oneshots

My little tease~

Hyunsung

⚠mention of post trauma; panic attack, fluff-smut?⚠

Hyunjin still felt dizzy he was sure he was missing something with the pieces of memory he had recovered. But the words from last night were hurting his head as if bells ringing loudly.

He sighed giving up on retrieving temporarily, and stopped the shower, taking the fluffy towel to dry his hair, surely he had showered faster than expected knowing well Jisung isn't someone that should be in the kitchen, if one wishes the house to not be set on fire.
He wore a mid thigh shirt, that was huge enough for both sides of its collar to drop at once but wouldn't because of the silver straps holding it, and some quite too short, shorts as they were very comfortable in his opinion. He still can't believe that just for his homopobiac father he can't go out with him...

He didn't have the courage to face his father, he never did...and now he has taken a huge step, because he is eighteen so legally he cut ties with him. For that he has been doing two jobs without anyone noticing, he wasn't even in class when Han asked him if he was free, he was working.
He had done that someday overnight shift sometimes mornings even today He had a shift, but the owner was kind enough to spare him a day off, the perks of Sunday.

Well now that he remembered, he should return him his money, they might or not be starting to date but he wasn't that sure whether or not his family would take him as a gold digger, to him it just didn't sit right that he would take money when they just started dating or not. He was willing to risk it.

His father had payed for this month though, but now he was free, yet he used that excuse because he didn't know if Han really was telling the truth, about really wanting him,
maybe after one night he would permanently leave,
maybe because he would have to shift to a normal uni,
even though he did interior designing to make sure he can gain enough to continue being with Han and study there, but it doesn't seem so.

He didn't tell him only cause he might be a fuckboy but still he was a great man with experience...
So for his own independence he wanted to get away from his abusive father on his own that's why he never told Han that he was suffering from all this.

But now he finds it awkward to explain his situation to him. To fuel his freedom as his success he has been neglecting his health. But fate seems to have different plans. His hardwork was enough to pay for the university but not enough for the dorm or any other apartment. Hyunjin has moved out, in one sentence.

But yes his father still is adamant about him taking after his business not caring that his son wants to be an artist. So he had filled a case for his custody today they were supposed to get the notice for it, another reason he didn't want to leave the house, he was nervous and all.

But he knew once his father gets the news he would go feral, he would be called to visit him soon at midnight he would've to go and probably get abused for the last time, because if he didn't go then for sure his father would win because he definitely didn't have enough financial support.

He was scared, scared to feel the same way again, to feel agony, suddenly his request after eating dinner last night came back to him and he stumbled, a loud thud made him stop on his tracks.

He was so lost in thoughts that he didn't notice the flowerpot beside the stairs falling, he saw Han rushing towards him, but he was lost, debating if Han actually wanted him or was just taking advantage of his feelings or he was guilty, because he felt he pushed himself on Han without knowing his feelings...

Han was being extra kind because he feels guilty, it was true a guy like him didn't deserve Han, he shouldn't expect anything in life.. his father was right it's always his own fault, it's always him that is the problem. Shame on him, to teach his own blood such things.