Although I had no problem suckling in front of anybody, I prefered to do it alone. Sujata aunt also liked breastfeeding me when we were alone. When Sanjay uncle left for work we both were watching tv in the main hall. Both doors of the house were closed. We were watching a movie for some time now. Sujata aunt said, "What a rubbish movie. But actor is quite good looking. " I said, "Yeah, the drama is predictable and the actor is dumb too." Aunt said luaghing, "So do you want to suckle now baby? " I told her, "Of course I want to." I was sitting very close to her. She took my hand and laid me on her lap. She was wearing black saree and blouse today. I voiced my concern , "My father and grandma is coming tomorrow. How will you feed me then? " She said, "Do not worry baby. " Then she started suckling me. I put my worries aside and started enjoying her breast. " She said with pleasure, "Ohh Raju! I feel so empowered feeding you like a baby. " Her attention wasn't on tv. She had closed her eyes and was taking joy in suckling me while I steadily sucked liked a baby. She was feeding me for half hour. After that she readjusted her blouse and pallu. I lay there sleeping while she watched the tv.
At night Sujata aunt had invited her lady friends in village for a snack party. Some ladies were of my aunt's age while some were their mother-in-laws. Everybody sat on the floor talking, laughing. Sanjay uncle had already gone for sleeping in his room. Our neighbouring Suman aunt and her nephew Ramesh had come also. Sujata and Suman aunt provided all with some snacks and all ladies now were eating, playing cards or talking.
I was sited near Sujata aunt and she made me lie down on her lap. One young lady laughed, "I know you breastfeed Raju now. " Some ladies were shocked but one older lady said, "Its unusual to feed a boy his age. But its harmless. " Suman aunt smiled and said, "Yes. Its good for his health. Ramesh also asked me to suckle him. " Some ladies giggled. Suman told them, " I started using a pump yesterday to induce breastmilk. It will take two weeks to start flowing milk from breasts. " One lady asked Sujata aunt," Aren't you going to feed him now? Or he is very shy?" Sujata aunt asked me," Do you want milk, baby?" I said ok. Sujata aunt slid her hand behind pallu and opened some lower hooks of her blouse. " I felt very nervous because everyone was watching me. Then Sujata aunt covered my head with her pallu and started feeding me. Some ladies were laughing but after some time I ignored them completly and concentrated completly on suckling. One lady asked my aunt,"Do you feel pain while he suckles? " Aunt told her, "No. He feeds like a baby. I feel so good while feeding him. " She had her one arm beneath my head for support and with the other hand she held her boob in my mouth behind her pallu. I suckled for half hour. Afterward I sat aside. Sujata aunt asked Ramesh, "Do you also want to suckle, Ramesh. " He was now red faced with shame. Some ladies encouraged him. So he went near Sujata aunt. She said, "Dont be shy, Ramesh. You also are my nephew. Come. " She made him lie down on her lap. He was watching her boobs with fascination . Then Sujata aunt covered his head and started feeding him also. Whole time she was feeding him ladies were giggling. I hadn't left much milk so Ramesh was suckling for only 5 minutes. After that he sat aside his face still red.
On sunday my father and grandma were coming to the village. They were to arrive at evening because the city was very far from the village. In the morning after breakfast Sanjay uncle went to watch news on tv. Now Sujata aunt was alone with me. Today she was wearing a pink saree and a white blouse. She was now well aware of me watching her big milk filled boobs. She smilled at me . She was now very used to my eyeing her boobs. She knew what I wanted. She stood up and washed all our dishes in the sink. Then she came and sat near me. Our back door was behind the kitchen and it was always open. Cool wind was coming from the door. Sujata aunt shivered in the cold and her breasts made a liquid motion which I liked very much. They were firm. I was reminded of how much milk they were holding. I too smiled at her. She laid me on her lap. Sound of tv was coming from the main hall. Sujata aunt slid aside her pallu and opened her lower blouse hooks. Her white bra was now partially visible beneath her blouse. Then by supporting my head with her one arm she lifted her blouse from one side and thrusted her boob in my mouth. I started suckling immediatelly. She moaned, "Ohhh Raju! You give me so much joy. I dont ever want to stop feeding you now. Suckle like a baby. " Now her full attention was into feeding me. If anybody had stumbled upon us now, both of us wouldn't have cared much. Sujata aunt was having so much joy. I was suckling very slowly and she enjoyed every moment of it. After I suckled her breasts I lay there on her lap while she readjusted her blouse and pallu. She also breastfed me after lunch in her room while we both slept there.
In the evening grandma and my father arrived at our house. My father was now looking quite ill. After refreshing themeselves Sujata aunt offered them tea and snacks. My father's name was Suraj. He was now 49 years old . He was a businessman so he could afford to have a months long vacation. My grandma was well into her 80s. She was very kind but everybody gave her respect. They both relaxed for some time.
At night we had dinner in the kitchen. From time to time my eyes would fix on Sujata aunt's breasts . They were so inviting that my father also was watching them whenever he got the chance. She was always friendly to him. Later Sanjay uncle made sleeping arrangements for all of us in the main hall. My father slept on the far side. Beside him slept my grandma. Sanjay uncle switched off the lights and slept beside Sujata aunt. I slept on the other side beside aunt. I tapped on her shoulder . She turned to me and pulled me near her. She slid aside her pallu and opened some upper blouse hooks. Then she started suckling me like a baby. She had her left arm beneath my head and put her other hand on my back. I must be feeding for a long time because I didn't recall when I fell asleep.
In the morning my grandma woke up very early. She came near Sujata aunt and tried to rouse her. There was still darkness due to predawn so she couldn't see properly.
Sujata aunt woke and by sitting up she redid the blouse hooks and adjusted the pallu. My grandma looked astonished but said nothing. They both went to the kitchen. After some time they were having tea there. Grandma asked Sujata aunt, "Were you feeding Raju at night? " Sujata aunt, "Yes mother-in-law. Started just previous week. " Grandma smiled, "You are taking good care of him. " Sujata aunt too started smiling, "Raju must be sad after his mother's accident. He now looks well adjusted to village lifestyle. " They talked for some time.
After breakfast we all were sitting in the main hall. Sujata aunt was sitting on the floor and she laid me on her lap. Her one breast was not properly covered by pallu. My father looked at it enviously. Grandma said laughing to Sujata aunt, "Aren't you going to feed him? " Sujata aunt told her, "Yes ma." She said to me, "Come Raju. We will go in the room." She took me to her room. My father asked my grandma, "What did she mean by feed him? " Grandma told him, "Means breastfeeding him. " He was shocked and said, "But he is 18 now. Isn't it unusual to suckle at this age, mother? " Grandma said, "I think Raju likes suckling. Its not normal but its harmless. Dont worry about it. Take care of yourself instead. Your health is not good, Suraj. You were tossing in your sleep previous night. " My father said nothing. In her room Sujata aunt was feeding me for nearly half hour.
After dinner when all were ready to sleep, grandma said to Sujata aunt, "Could you sleep beside Suraj and comfort him? He has not slept at all previous night. " Sujata aunt said smiling, "Why not ma. I will. " My father was red faced now. Sujata aunt switched off the lights and slept beside him. Then she said to him, "Come here BIL (brother-in-law) ." My father shyly turned toward her. She put her hand on his back to comfort him.
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In the morning grandma asked Sujata aunt, "Did Suraj sleep at night? " Sujata aunt said, "At first he was tossing in sleep. Then I comforted BIL by putting my hand over him. After some time he was sleeping quite soundly. " Grandma said, "Thank you, you helped him. " Sujata aunt said, "It was my pleasure, ma. "
