[1] DOWN BAD ⸻ b. swan

DOWN BAD

◤ DOWN BAD ◥

she watched him

crying and dying

leave her and he

walks runs away

◀ DOWN BAD ▶

she's down numb

she's laid on floor

she's full of loath

she's full of grief

◣ DOWN BAD ◢

⸻ ✧ alternatively !

isabella swan grows up being used. renée is more like a child than a mother. renée's mother was an overbearing woman who stifled her. isabella grows up being envied. she's pretty, she's kind, she's sweet, she's nice. isabella swan grows alone. father out the picture, mother absent and more like a child, both pairs of grandparents dead, no friends around her.

but then he comes like a knight in bloodied, dented armor.

edward cullen shines, and —like a moth to a flame— isabella just wants to be burnt sweetly to death.

but he leaves, just like everyone does.

really, isabella doesn't know why she started to think otherwise.

now, staring out into space, isabella waits for a calm, cold death in nature's sweet embrace.

except, well, reality doesn't work like that.

doesn't it?