HER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

(5)broken

ishita's pov

shattered.

this is the only feeling i can

have you ever felt like you have everything but still nothing? like you have what you want no not want but "need " is the word like it's just beside you but you can't touch it ...i often feel this feeling he is always beside me uhhh i'm talking about ..... beside he is in my heart though .... sometime i think i'm so desperate.. which i am desperate for his love ...a glance which is fill with nothing but love... will he glance at me the way i want him to......

sometime i wonder is universe giving me sign for don't do it ...

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yesterday looking at my dadda condition like that it was like i can't breathe i can't imagine a life without him he is my hero if something would have happen to him i would have stopped breathing ..i love ansh but cannot more than dadda ...right now i'm going hospital to meet him with bhai .bhai didn't sleep last night he is the best brother anyone can ask for not just him but my whole family

blow of horn drag me out of my thoughts ..i look out of the window only to see we reached at the hospital

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we enetred in.chachu was here to take us to dadda 's room

we opened the door of his room .All were present in the room only diffrence was their faces extremely tired and tense with unknown reason to us ..

walking toward his bed i cried hugging him ......

"ok princess now stop crying i'm all fine look "here wiping her tears and kissing her forhead he said

"did anything happened yesterday dadda "

"n-no why do you think like that "

he is hiding and i know that it's ok maybe it's for elders to know

huh i'm very smart i know right

"ok i am believing you "

staying there for an hour or two we left with dadi mumma and chachi

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it's been one week to that incident and about my confession it's like pani m gya chappak kr ke

nowdays our exams are going on final exams we all had opt foe commerce with maths we all want to start up our business without the help of our family...

today is our last exam and day which i am waiting for years yes i'm going to do it today only

adhi and i entered in the classroom which is alloted to us ..

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'kitna likhegi abb aaja" standing outside the class she whispered yelled

"coming"

giving the sheets back to the teacher i made my way out

"kesa gya "

"acha gya what about you"

"umm mera bhi acha gya"

"ohk then finally we are fee for some time now tell me about the plan what have you decided "adhi asked

"i've booked a place and the decorators are doing their work there then i will go to his house will make some excuse and drag him there baki ka you know"