Alone With Each Boy [Complete]

The End

~Sang~

The room erupted into yelling, cursing, angry words, and so much more. Even Owen and Silas were making noise.

I felt like the eye of a storm, the calm in the middle.

"Stop." my voice was soft. It wasn't sad or broken, but empty.

Everyone stopped suddenly, looking at me. I let my gaze wander over the group. Their faces showed shock, hurt, anger, disbelief, regret.

"Who?" someone questioned quietly.

I looked up towards the ceiling, a small sigh escaping my lips.

"I'm in love with," I looked back at the boys. "Gabe." All eye shot up, and everyone looked at him. He was speechless. Before the yelling could start, I continued. "And Silas," everyone looked confused, especially Gabriel and Silas. "and Luke, Nathan, Sean, Kota, Victor, North, and especially Owen. I'm in love with nine of the world's greatest, most amazing guys." I could feel the burn of tears. My eyes fluttered shut and my hand pressed against my heart. "Who have taken me under their wings, guided me, cared for me, stuck with me." I took a deep breath. "I'm in love with nine guys, who are my only friends, and I know it's wrong. I can't stop it, though. I know that now. It started, my first kiss with Gabe, and I knew, I just knew, I needed to be with you. I love every single one of you with all of my heart. I know that... that..." I breathed in deeply, taking in the smell of each one of the boys. tears were streaming down my face. "this isn't normal, and I understand it if you don't want me around anymore. What I'm trying to say is, I'm in love with every one of you. I can't love just one, and I know that I can't live without a single one of you. And I'm so sorry,"

I go to take a step back. My legs shake, my knees gave out. I'm falling, just like my heart.

Hands wrap around me, holding me up and pulling me into a chest. I cry freely now. They know. This is probably a goodbye hug. I go to pull away, to back up.

North growled, holding onto me tighter. "Do you know what you just told us Sang, baby?"

The others crowd in, getting close, in a group hug. Every smell that I'd grown to love combined, creating an aroma of beauty.

I nodded. "Peanut, we aren't mad at you."

"Princess, this is even better than the day I laid my eyes on you."

"Aggele, I don't, I don't know what to say."

"God, trouble, I love you so much,"

"Pookie, do you really mean it?"

"Sweetie? Oh my god, I've never been happier."

Everyone pulls back. I look over at the bright green eyes that have comforted me since night one. Tears glint behind his glasses. I pull away from North, and hug Kota. He rocks us, cooing in my ear. "I've been waiting for this day." he whispered.

"What does that mean?" I choke out, swiping at my eyes. "What's going on, shouldn't you all be angry? I can't love just one of you, I can't be with just one of you."

Kota pulled away, smiling brightly. I saw the shine of tears rolling down his face. A pair of arms wrapped around my middle.

"It means," a silky, smooth voice whispered in my ear. "that we are willing to make this work. Every single person in this room is in love with you Sang." I breathed in his soapy, clean smell. A laugh of confusion and relief flooded me.

"How?" I asked.

"We can all be with you. It's happened before, and we can make it work. You admitted it yourself, you're different. But so are we. Sang, we all want to be with you."

"Owen," I breathed out.

All of the others came into view. They were smiling, and I even noticed tears leaking down some of their faces, including North's

I laughed, shaken by all of this. "I thought you'd be mad, tell me to leave."

"We would never." Sean said.

"We all love you, and we have for some time, too." Luke said.

Here I was, in bed, thinking about earlier today. Today was the scariest, and most beautiful day I'd ever had.

I thought that I'd wrecked things for good. I thought that I pushed away every person I actually loved. I thought that my family was gone forever.

But here I am, laying in Nathan's bed with Kota on my right, North on my left, and the rest of my boys down the hall in the living room.

The sweet intoxicating mixture of North's musk and Kota's spice were relaxing me.

Yes, I was Sang Sorenson, the girl that lived a broken life in the dark, until one rainy night where Kota's dog jumped on me. I am the girl who is in love with nine guys, who love me back. Two of those said guys are curled up next to me, and the others are a breath away. Yes, I am the girl who's family abandoned her, tortured her, and forgot about her, but they weren't the real family. No, my real family is in this house, with me. And tonight was the night I changed all of our lives for the best. Yes, I am Sang Sorenson, who admitted to loving nine people all the same. And I am the girl who is content living like this.

The easy breathing besides me started to lull me to sleep.

I smiled one last time as my eyes fluttered shut and I succumbed to blackness.

I couldn't have asked for a better night than this.

I was theirs, and they were mine.

Forever.