I want to lose weight so i can feel pretty again but i can't help but eat more than before. All say you can also eat sweets in your diet but it doesnt matter.
It won't help.
I don't know what to do...
I want to be perfect...
I see myself in the mirror and look at a person that i hate with all my heart.
I want to workout, start a new sport but in the end, i won't do anything of that.
I see on every social media practices for the perfect hourglass body, the perfect jawline.
I wear long and open hair to hide my double chin, to hide my round face...
I look for methodes to have clear skin but i can't stick to anything.
I count my calories but i can't do it for long.
I look at my meals at home.
All of them don't know my problems.
And i see just the calories.
100...200...400...
Everthing is so high in calories and i'm disgusted of the fat in the meals.
I can't be excited to eat anymore...
I eat for so long but in the end i lay in my bed crying because i ate to much which shows my never ending stomach pain.
Everday this feeling...
Breakfast, lunch, dinner and also snacks.
I hate it...
I had my goal.
Glow up for the summer, have a wonderful body...
How?
I can't do it unless i lose myself forever...
I fucking hate myself, the way i look, the way i smile, the way i laugh... the way i am...
Please help me... help me out of this hell...
Binge eating or eating nothing...
I want the way between but this won't happen.
Not for someone like me because i can't stand it anymore.
I won't glow up like i wish then in the end it will stay a sad wish...
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RandomHey hier werde ich selbst geschriebene Texte reinstellen, die darüber handeln wie manche Menschen über deren Insecurities oder anderweitige Gedanken umgehen und denken. Wenn es für manche Menschen nicht der Wahrheit entspricht, es ist meine Meinung...
