Yeah, yeah
I grew up, a fuckin screw up
Tie my shoe up with they was newer damn need something newer
In love with the baddest girl in the city, wish I knew her, I wish I wasn't shy I wish I was a bit more fly I wish I could tell her how I really feel inside that I'm the perfect nigga for her, but then maybe that's a lie she like a certain type of nigga and it's clear I'm not that guy
Ball player, star player, I'm just watching from the side, on the bench cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly I ain't grow up with my father I ain't thinkin bout that now fast forward four years or so from now I'll probably cry when I realized what I've missed but as of now my eye are dry cause I'm tryna stay alive in a city where too many niggas die dreamin quiet tryna dodge a suit and tie who am I? Aye who am I?
Things change, rearrange and so do I
Not always for the better, dawg, I can't lie
I get high cause the lows can feel so cold
I might bend a little bit but I don't fold
One time for my mind and two for yours
I got food for your thoughts to soothe your soul
If you see my tears fall just let me be
Move along, nothing to see
I always did shit the hard way my nigga ********** slang in in the hallway burnt CDs and trees like this was Broadway, Times Square, kept the dimes there in the locker some Reggie miller with more brown hairs than chewbacca whispers that he got it for the low low,
Sell a dime for a dub,
Them white boys ain't know no better besides, what's $20 to a nigga like that? He tell his pops he need some lunch and he gon get it right back
I peep game got home snatched my mama keychain took her whip, the appeal, to ill to refrain I hit the boulevard pull up to my nigga front door his mama at home but she still let him hit the blunt tho I told her hello and sat with my nigga and laughed and talked about how we was gonna smash all the bitches in class I complimented how i see him out her gettin his cash and just asked, "what a nigga Godda do to get that? Put me on" he just laughed when he seen I was sure 17 years breathing his demeanor said more he told me, "nigga you know how you sound right now? If you wasn't my mans I would think yous a clown right now, listen , you everything I wanna be that's why I fucks with you so how you look in up to me when I look up to you? You bout to get a degree I a be stuck with two choices: either graduate to weight or sell number 2. For what? A hundred or two a week? Do you think that you would know what to do if you was me? I got four brothers and one mother that don't love us if they ain't want us why the fuck they never wore rubbers?" I felt ashamed to have ever complained about my lack of gear and thought about how far we done came from trailer park to a front yard with trees in the sky thank you mama, dry your eyes, there ain't no reason to cry you made a genius and I, ain't gonna take it for granted I ain't gon settle for lesser Kant gon take what they handed nah ima take what they owe me and show old girl what she missin the il lest nigga alive. Aye who am I?
Things change, rearrange and so do I
Not always for the better, dawg, I can't lie
I get high cause the lows can feel so cold
I might bend a little bit but I don't fold
One time for my mind and two for yours
I got food for your thoughts to soothe your soul
If you see my tears just let me be
Move along, nothing to see.
I never felt better..
03' Adolescence 💸💯💋❤️👌🏻💦
My #1 favorite song on the forest his drive album defiantly a deep album, deep song. Tears came and I can relate too much, people say I can't , I'm white but that ain't shit nigga. And I think this song is about his childhood and how to be great fun cause your life could be worse just make it better.
