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Let Me Know or Let Me Go Reader X Jotaro pt 1

Based on my life.... Yeah ( not Proof read pls bare with me guys ) 

       You're in room, laying in your bed crying your heart out. You just saw your crush, Jotaro walking with another girl, and you noticed that they're holding hands. This crushed your poor little heart.  He just talked you, and flirted with you or you assumed he was flirting with you. It doesn't matter anymore with you, cause you're tired  of feeling this way. He makes you feel noticed and loved when talks to you and when have this high it crashes down every time you see Jotaro with another girl, making her feeling like she's special just how he does with you. Your friend tells you to leave him alone, he isn't worth it, but deep down he is. You can't explain these feelings you have towards him, but in the back of your mind, you feel like need to keep going. Maybe he might just change. You don't know what happened but you feel asleep. You jumped from the sound of your alarm blasting in your ears with this traumatize song you picked for the alarm. Why did you picked that song. Anyways, you moaned, placing your hands on your head. Wondering why your head hurts, but remembered you had cried last night. Sadness just washed over you once again, and the sight of Jotaro and some girl flood your memory. You shake the thought because you need to get ready for school. You picked out your clothes, did your thing in the bathroom, and went to school. You showed up at school and looked for Jotaro.  You scanned around the Cafeteria and see that Jotaro is alone at the table, looking down at his phone. You took a deep breathe and walked toward the table that he's was at. You sat down and just admired him. He just looked up and asked you what's you doing. " I just wanted talk to you", you said, looking down fiddling with your thumbs. He just scoffed and said whatever, and continues to look at his phone. You started to get upset and confused about why he's treating you like this. The other day he was walking with you to get something to eat for lunch, and talked about y'all personal life. And that day he was acting so sweet, towards you, holding the door for you looked at you when you started to talk about your life. And laughed at your jokes, when they weren't funny. That's why you like him so much. While you're fighting with your mind, you saw him texting someone. You couldn't help but to look at his phone, yes invasion of privacy, but you want to know what's going on with him. You saw him texting a girl, and something stick out to you. The name, you can't help but to squint, you heard that name before. Then it hit you. That girl he was walking with yesterday, that's the girl's name. Now, you're upset, wanting the floor under you creates a hole for you to fall in and never come back from this. You decide to get up, and walked away, but suddenly stopped. You turn around and speak your mind. " I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you." he looks up started at you shocks at your outburst. You continue before he says anything. " First off you acting all friendly towards me, walking to lunch with me, talk on the phone all night long, hell you fucking texts me goodnight and good morning every day. Like are we just friends? or you want to be more than whatever the fuck this is?" You yell, causing a commotion people are looking at you and Jotaro. You don't care, if people look at you crazy. You were getting tired of him playing with your feelings. " Now, you're quiet? Fucking talk damn it!" You screamed at him, tears started to formed now people are pulling their phones out, recording this confrontation. Once again he didn't saw anything but you see in his body language that's he's guilty. " Once you grows some balls and speak to me, let me know or let me go" you scoffed, looking at him like shit on the ground. You never speak to him like that, felt like this towards him before. After seeing that girl on his phone you just somehow snapped, and let out all the anger that's has been bottled up. You walked away, and decided to skip school, because you don't have time to look at him or deal with him. At home, you cried in your bedroom. Is this going to be a daily occurrence or what?  Your best friend is on your phone comforting you, telling you the same things you always hear, it's getting tired, but maybe this time you might listen to them telling you that he's ain't shit. You laughed at her, at her insults at Jotaro. She said some means things, but she's trying to make you happy. " Thank you, for being here for me." You sighed, looking at the ceiling. You can't believe you said those things to him. Before your best friend, could respond, you heard your doorbell rings. You excused your self, and went downstairs to open the door. You couldn't help but gasp. Jotaro was standing there, with a sad look on his face. 

 To be continue 

Author's Note; 

Hey, Guys it's been a long time... 2 years to be exact. I'm not dead lol. Anyways the story is based on my experience with this guy who's still my " friend" but add some spice to it to make the story more interesting. 

What happened to me; 

I'm in high school, a junior now. Almost a senior. I'm 17 now 

Ummm the guy, I don't like anymore it's like on and off, but I feel like it off completely. 

I'm in marching band. choir and shit 

Ummm tmi but I kinda have a tiny tiny tiny tiny crush on my coach, Oh yeah I'm a wrestling manager, I kinda joined cause of the guy. 

Warning, Sh, ED

Now for the deep shit, this guy had bring me to hell and back, he made me feel like shit, and I still came back to him. I started to self harm myself, starve myself, HELL I started to fucking smoke weed and vape, because I would be so fucking stressed and hurt, because he treated me like shit. Calling me fat, ignore me, or like man, when I talk to him about my issues he told me that he didn't care. he said " Not to be rude, but I don't care if you want to kill yourself." He's weird. Imo :/ but  he can be nice every blue moon. But I don't have time for that I moved on. Now I have class with him... It was so hard to move one since I liked him since freshman year. Lol. 

Okay I don't know what to say. hell Imma stop writing 

Lmk if y'all want a get to know me or give me Request. See y'all later