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have you ever felt like trapped, directionless, utterly alone, like you have something in you that could change the course of your like, its there you know it but then the darkness rushes in you lost your sight, you lost your might, now you are like...

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CHAOS

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by Sol-Illios

by Sol-Illios

I don't see, I don't hear,

I don't feel, I don't fear,

The things inside me want to tear,

I want all goods, I want all bads,

I want all the pains even at the cost of gains.

I felt odd,

I felt weird,

I felt bad,

I felt scared,

Am I easy to be dropped,

I asked do you care, have you thought?

I asked,

What I want, what I fear,

I looked and realise,

I want freedom and that's what I fear,

I want chaos, I want mess,

but the goody shoes inside causes me stress.

For once I want to let go,

For once I don't want to care,

But something inside me screams

"How you dare"

What will happen if I scream, if I yell,

the people nearby will come and say what the hell,

Who are they anyway,

they don't care,

not today, not tomorrow, not in the coming year,

I know it's chaos, I know it's mess,

But that's what I'm feeling today along with stress.

I want to destroy, I want to sore high,

But what will become of me if I destroy everything

that's my

I want to fly,

I want to have wings,

but I still can't know because

things down here have attached me with strings.