After his butt almost got in jail for assault and turning a guy into pudding we actually had fun we hung out ate food drove around took a bunch of selfies and talked it was great I felt happy,light,loved I was new to this feeling my last boyfriend Taylor never made me feel like this.
I only felt sadness when I was even near him I felt pain, torture,anxiety never happiness though I honestly don't know what I saw in him he didn't love me or at least that's what it feels like and I'm glad I left him I'm really glad.
"Nijah? Nijaaah?!earth to Nijah!" Kill was waving a hand in front of my fave and I leaned up and licked it because why the heck not? "Eww now I have cooties!" He said wiping his hand off on me I just laughed at him because of his adolescence he stared at me and raised his eyebrow at me and made a kissy a face and like that he pecked my lips.
Making me grab my face and leaned back laughing and he looked down blushing so I scooted over to him shyly and grabbed his face and kissed him when he looked at me his blue sea eyes were gone a dark blue replaced them which was why I was confused.'I'll ask him later." And with that I got in his lap and kissed him more forcefully.
And that turned into a full out make out session and he licked my lips for entrance and I allowed him luckily he got a call before things got to heated and we end up having sex on his car roof.
He winked at me and jumped off the roof and went into the woods I watched his back until I couldn't see him and laid back thinking of today and him and how he made me feel even though we don't know each other all that well we could scientifically be in love so who knows?
That made me laugh me be in love and also it being with him is just crazy talk he's out of my league and he always will be simple as that and I wish it wasn't Like that I really do but it is and I'll have to live with it.I sighed and felt a tear go down my cheek.
"Hey stop crying Nijah what's wrong?" I felt Kills soft hands on my cheek and I saw worry in his eyes "It's just why? Why do you like me I mean do you?" I bit my lip I didn't mean to say all that.
All of a sudden he was laughing and he got me up and sat me in his lap and put his mouth near my head so when he talked you couldn't really hear it.
"Because you're beautiful and you're lovely independent strong not as easy as most of the girls at school let me tell you that..and I get this odd feeling like I'm floating when I'm with you like I can be myself when I'm with you and I love that feeling I want that feeling to stay forever."
I looked at him and he looked honest I kissed his cheek "Sucks how we can't date yet since I've known you for only a day." I sighed and he lifted me up in bridal style and jumped off the car roof and got on his knee and asked "Nijah would you please go on a date with me this Friday." He had a smirk on his face
"Yes."
