2. Love & Death - Tom Kaulitz

deal gone wrong

TW: Mentions of drugs, rape, and a scene of violence.

I opened my eyes slowly. I panic immediatly. All I could see was pitch darkness. There was a faint light in the distance. I lift my hand to touch what covered my eyes. My fingertips sensed a soft cotton material. I had been blindfolded. Immediatly I put my hand on my belly and make sure I could feel the baby. There was movement. Thank god. One of my hands was handcuffed. With the free one, I shakily removed my blindfold. I took in my surroundings with a shaky breath. I had been kidnapped in the back of a van. Before I know it, the door of the van yanks open. I immediatly pretend to sleep.

"She's so fucking pathetic. Why the fuck does Kaulitz love her?" I hear a deep voiced man say out loud. Another one responds "I don't give a fuck what she is. Kaulitz better pay up, or I'm calling you-know-who to take care of her ass."

My whole body was on fire, I could hear my heartbeat in my ears and felt the blood rushing to my ears. They shake me 'awake' and my eyes dart open. "You smart girl, you took your blindfold off?" The deep-voiced man spoke. I couldn't see his face, he was wearing a black bandana from his nose down to his neck. What I could see was that he had black, curly hair and from the outline of the bandana, he had a big nose. He grossly carressed my face and I cringed, pulling back as far as I could.

"You won't be able to pull away from me once I've got you cuffed. Don't forget that baby." The man spoke, approaching his nose to my neck and smelling me, taking a deep breath from his nose. "GET AWAY!" I screeched and slapped him away with my free hand. His head whipped to the side and when his eyes met mine again, they half-closed, as if he was smilling under his mask.

"You naughty girl. I like you. We'll see what I do to you." He says coldly, uncuffing me from the truck, giving me no time to even move my pinkie as he cuffed me again with my two hands together. There were two other man, armed, waiting in front of the truck. "Pss, take her in." The deep-voiced instructed, as he backed away from me. I took a deep, shaky breath as the disgusting man gave me space. The two other blindfolded me again, and this time taped my mouth too, and carried me somewhere.

I wanted to fight back, kick them in the dick to run away but they'd given me something. They'd injected something in me that made me weak, and exhausted. I let my head fall back as they put me down somewhere and cuffed each one of my legs against some sort of pillar. Both of my arms were cuffed to each sides of my head, to an unknown pillar. The room was awfully silent. I forced myself to stay awake and alert.

After what felt like an eternity, a hand yanked my blindfold off my face. I was met with the same eyes, from that disgusting man that tried to touch my face. "Stella. I don't give a fuck about you personally." He started off,

"I get bitches like you everyday here. See, each room has a different woman, all ready to fuck me." He explained proudly. I wanted to puke by the way he spoke, and how he carried around that pride. I wondered if all the women he had here were poor girls that got kidnapped and drugged. I shake that thought away.

"Your husband, Tom Kaulitz, owes us." He explained, and the sound of Tom's name being mentioned caught my breath in my lungs. Tom is involved in this?

"That son of a bitch Tom owes us three million." One of the guys standing behind the black-haired man said. The raven haired man whipped his head towards the guy who spoke. "Did I allow you to fucking speak?" He spat at him, and the man's expression quickly went neutral, as he bowed his head to the floor.

"He owes us big time. And, if he doesn't give us what we want, we'll kill you" The last words that escaped his mouth made my heart skip a beat, and my eyes miserably filled with tears of fright. I didn't let them trickle down my face.

"We've called him. He has two hours to get the money. Until then, my guys over here," He said, poiting his finger to the fat guys behind him "will do whatever they want to you."

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!" I screamed through the tape, shaking my cuffed legs. I wanted to shoot them right between their disgustingly bushy eyebrows. My arm shook, my heart was pumping so fast I thought it would stop and my head was pounding.

"I'll either see you in two hours with my money, or, I guess it was nice to meet you, Stella." The dark-haired said with a sadistic grin on his face. I looked at the men behind him in fright, as they approached me.

I violently shook my head and tried to shake the cuffs off. I screamed into the tape as loud as I could, and screamed again. "Shhh..." They both said. "NO! NO! PLEASE!" I yelled desperatly.

"We won't fuck you." They reassured, their voice sweet like poisonous honey. "Not until we beat you up that is." They laughed hysterically as they looked at each other and then back to me.

Slowly, the first guy, dressed in an all black tracksuit, dropped to his knees and crawled closer to me. "STOP!" I yelled again, trying miserably to get away. He slipped his finger under my shirt and yanked it off. I was completely helpless and I could do nothing. Absolutely nothing. I felt my heart in my throat as I closed my eyes and wished this was never happening. I felt a first punch to my face. I screamed out in agony. My face became completely drenched in tears. The tape from my mouth became almost loose. And another punch, to my nose. I felt it bleed badly, and I felt a sharp pain to my stomach as they threw a punch there "STOPPP!" I scream out so loud and the tears fell like a waterfall, removing the tape from my mouth.

"AAAH!" I screamed out, using my whole body and whatever strenght I had left to show my anger and to my best  hopes, turning them fucking deaf. They both got up and started kicking me in the ribs, on my back, and with a last punch to my face, I felt my body give up and as it felt heavy, I passed out.