When The Smoke Has Cleared

Chapter One: Reagan Garcia

For those of you new here, Please read the first book "Lost In You" for better understanding.

This is a sequel, continuing Reagan And Gabby's Story.

*Explicit Chapter*

Chapter One

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Reagan Garcia

"Gabriel please I'm in a rush, just do what your aunt asked you to do okay." I hurriedly brushed past my son, slipping into the bathroom and shutting the doors behind me.

"But Mom, why can't I just go to Mama's and play with Milo instead?" His 5 year old voice, tinged with disappointment, reached me from the other side of the door. Standing before the bathroom mirror, I focused on applying my makeup, silently hoping he'd cease his questioning. How did I end up here? Co- Parenting, feeling the weight of single motherhood - the one thing I had never wanted to become. How could I possibly explain to his young mind the complexities of our family dynamic? As bright as he is, is now truly the best time to sit him down and explain why he lives with me while his brother resides with my ex wife?

"Mom, did you hear my question?" His now teary voice echoed through the silence, and it broke my heart to pieces, knowing this was all my fault. I had everything I ever wanted and somehow let it slip through my fingers like grains of sand. I can't even remember when things started going wrong, but I suppose none of it matters now. What's done is done, It's time to move forward.

I opened the door and knelt in front of his frame, delicately tilting his chin to meet his watery gaze, my thumb brushing away his tears.

"Sweetheart, listen to me, I know it's hard to understand and I promise one day you will. But the most important thing is for you to know that no matter what happens, your mom and I love you and your brother so much and that will never change. I miss her too. I miss things the way they were too. Why don't we give them a call and see what they're up to?" His face instantly brightened with hope, a smile dancing across his face as I reached for my phone and dialed her number.

"Hey, how's it going?" Her reply came through the phone.

"Good, listen I'm sorry for calling. Are you home by any chance? Gabe is having a hard time and wanted to speak to you and his brother" I said as I put her on speaker phone.

"Yeah of course, he's playing video games. Gabe sweetheart are you okay?" Her voice softened, filled with concern. Gabe eagerly took the phone from me, clutching it to his chest as if he could feel her love flowing through the line. I leaned against the wall, listening to her soothing words, my heart heavy with longing. As I sat there, the memories started flowing back to the boy's 2nd birthday party. It was a day filled with laughter and love, yet little did I know, it marked the beginning of everything crumbling down. Had I known then what the aftermath would be, I would've done everything so differently.

FLASHBACK-

3 years Ago - Twins Second Birthday

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Reagan Garcia

"Mami, you awake?" I heard Gabby whisper in my ear. I was still half asleep, but I felt her hand roaming up and down my thighs as she continued to plant soft kisses on my cheeks. "Wake up baby. Let me make you feel good baby." her voice now raspy and gritty with emotions and I instantly felt the warmth in between my legs.

"Your stamina is quite impressive. How are you not tired?" I said turning to face her, as we just went to sleep a few hours ago after she tired me out. She looked at me and smiled, her eyes shimmering with adoration, I couldn't help but feel a flutter of butterflies in my stomach. From the very first day, Gabby had never failed to evoke this sensation within me. Despite the wonderful life we had built together over the past three years, her unwavering focus and affection still had the power to make me nervous in the best possible way.

"I could never get tired of you baby. Could never get tired of this." She whispered before lowering herself to me and planting a kiss on my lips. I instantly gave her access as I started kissing her back. "Or this..." She continued as she shifted her body directly on top of me and positioned herself in between my legs as I opened up my thighs and welcomed her. "Or even this?" she continued as I felt her fingers on my pulsating clit. Using my own wetness as lubricant. I wrapped my arms around her neck, gently scratching her scalp, feeling her locs travel through my fingers. I gently pulled at her hair, encouraging her to continue, she looked at me and smiled before she started kissing my neck and behind my ear. "Baby..." I moaned, more than ready and open for her. "We don't have much time, the kids will be running in here any second." I said, glancing towards the door.

"Well good thing, I locked the door." she replied as she slowly inserted one finger inside of me, my breath hitched in my throat as I instantly tightened up around her. "I need more." I begged.

"Are you sure you're ready for that?" She whispered back while fingering me, I nodded and held her close. She gently removed her fingers out of me, shifted and a second later i felt the tip of the strap she fucked me with a couple hours earlier, rubbing circles at my entrance.

My body shivered with anticipation as I smiled against her skin. Widening up my thighs for her, she gently eased into me, had me wrap my legs around her waist and started pounding inside of me with no warning. We didn't have much time, but as she liked to remind me, we always have time for a quickie.

"Fuck baby, faster Papi please." I moved the pillow over my face to drown out my moans, she quickly removed it and threw it on the floor as she covers my lips with her, her hips never once stopped rotating on me, she lifted up my leg placed it on her shoulders in a position that gave her better access as I felt her hit my spot with ever stroke.

"Oh god, yes baby right there." I felt her tongue inside of my mouth, so wet, rough, but firm. My alpha, in full control over me, I got impossible wetter as I felt my climax approaching. My nails now deep into her skin, holding on for support, as the headboard started hitting the padded wall.

*Thump Thump Thump Thump Thump*

""Don't run from me mama, stay still." She demanded as my body started to involuntarily ease away from her. She wrapped her arm around my thigh resting on her shoulder holding me tight in place.

"Papi please, I can't"

"Yes you can, baby. Just like that mama. we're almost there, oh fuckkkk, cum with me. Show me what a good little slut you are." She demanded in my ear. If I had any control left in my body, it would now completely evaporated. I wanted to be a slut for her, so I clutched my walls around her and was meeting her strokes force to force.

"That's my girl, let me hear you baby." I felt my body violently shaking against her as my abdomen tightened up before a massive wave of pleasure washed over me. Not a second later I felt her tremble on top of me as she fell over me. We both laid there breathing heavily, and enjoying the wave together. I used my hand and planted kisses on her forehead, wiping the locs out of her face. "I love you." she whispered before pulling me into a passionate kiss that took my breath away. "You treat me so good." I whispered against her lips.

"Hmm and you handle me so well baby, I'm so proud of you." she responded as she eased off me but kept me held against her skin.

"Do you think we...." before I could finished my sentence we heard the footsteps running down the hall and she started laughing

"Perfect timing." she said.

"Are you ready for today?" I asked her as the boys started knocking on the door screaming.

"I'm as ready as I'll ever be." she replied before pecking my lips once more as she rolled off the bed to clean up and get decent before letting them in.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Mom, are you okay?" Gabe's voice pulled me out of my trance as I grabbed the phone from him

"Reagan, are you good? Is that okay with you?" I heard Gabby say through the phone.

"Sorry what?"

"Would it be alright if I just come pick him up and I'll bring them back when you get home"

"Oh yes please, he'll love that." I said before we disconnected the call.