soon they will find out what he did.. (solar x ruin!! book number 2)

chapter 3: second thoughts

Me (author): so like it went a little fast so um ya it's finally DRAMA time✨

Enjoy!

⚠️Warning:! R*pe! ⚠️
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Comet's pov:
I laid in my bed curled up. It's been a couple of weeks probably a month since me and eclipse were dating. I haven't told my parents yet because we'll.. he said he did bad things in the past and I don't want to make it worse for him.

I thought about our relationship. He has gotten a bit touchy. He has been putting his arms around me a lot and holding me on the waist. He has given me little kisses a little too much. I feel kinda uncomfortable. Yes, I like the relationship but I feel like he is taking the relationship a little far. Even begging for more attention even though I'm there a lot now. I feel kinda controlled. Maybe I should confront him about it and maybe he will stop. And if he can't I may have to break up with him.

Hopefully..

I went through my usual routine and went in parts and service. There was eclipse waiting for me in his little room. I opened the door. He held out an arm. I gently pushed away and he looked confused.

"Um eclipse... I really love the attention but.. I don't know.. I feel like you are going too fast..?" I said.

"What makes you think that?" He said with anger in his voice but his voice was calm.

"You've been touching me like crazy and making me uncomfortable.." I said.

He grabbed my arm tightly. He looked at me dead in the eyes and got up pulling me closer to him. He whispered in my ear..,

"You're mine now.., there is no going back... Sadly I was trying to go slow with you but the tension between us is almost unbearable..." He said.

He took me by my shirt and pushed me to the other wall. He shut the door. I covered my mouth with my hands. 

What is he going to do to me?

I thought as he approached me and smiled wickedly. He eyes glaring in mine. I trembled and my breath was shallow. I was petrified. He banged his hands on the wall making me between them. He put one of his hands on my face and pulled me to him. I shivered at his touch. He pulled me into a dreadful kiss.

The kiss lasted longer than I thought. I was slowly kissing my breath. He eventually forced his tongue in my mouth. I slowly closed my eyes as I cried my soul out. My warm tears flooded my face. I passed out from no oxygen.

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I woke up later to see myself not in parts and service. I woke up in one of the gift shops. I stood up.

I couldn't walk...

I held onto one of the small tables that held merchandise. 

I needed to find out what eclipse did to me..

I was scared..

I was tired..

I was sad..

Since I couldn't walk I teleported home.

I couldn't tell my parents... Not even my sister.. they'll think I'm crazy..

I teleported in my room and stumbled to my bed almost falling. I called my dad ruin.

"Ya sweetie?" He said not knowing what happened.

"Hi dad.." I said my voice horse.

"Oh sweetie.. are you ok?" He said.

"Ya.. well no.. I feel very sick.. can I stay home..?" I said.

"Well of course honey! There are some medications in the cabinet above the junk
Drawers!" He said.

"Ok.. dad... Love you see you tonight.." I said.

"Love you too love bug! Feel better soon!" He said.

I then hung up. I felt just a bit stronger and stumbled towards my bathroom. I then took my pants off to see why my legs felt numb. I saw my thighs bruised. I was scared and looked there. I saw what I didn't't want to see. I looked at my private area just to see it was bruised, and used. I put a hand on my mouth and looked at it with wide eyes. Tears filled my eyes as soon as I found out what happened. I got up. I quicky took off all my clothes and changed into new ones leaning on the wall. I tossed my clothes aside and fell on my bed. I went under the covers and wrapped my arms around my legs..

I cried...

I cried... I thought I found someone who would love me unconditionally.

I cried... I was used..

I cried... I didn't say no..

This is all my fault...

I should have just said no..

Why am I so dumb..

This would have not happened if I just told him the simple word no..

I'm so dumb...

I curled up in my bed and cried.. I eventually fell asleep through my tears.

Later I heard the rest of my family home. I heard star go in her room humming a song. I heard dad and my other dad talking downstairs. I heard someone go up the stairs and knock on my door.

"Come in" I said.

"Hi honey.. are you feeling better at all yet..?" He said.

"I don't think so.." I said wiping the dried tears from my face.

"Well oh.. um.. sorry about that..- wait.. honey do you need me to do your laundry? I see you kinda threw them on the ground!" He said.

"NO! I- I can do them tomorrow!" I said as I kinda sprang up.

"Oh.. um ok?" He said walking up to me.

He sat on my bed and lifted my hair up. He gave me a gentle kiss on the forehead. It made me feel like eclipse when he gave me kisses.

"Ok.. now you get better buster!" He said.

He got up and left soon after. I laid back in my bed covering my face with my hands. I cried a whole bunch more. I then curled up again and fell asleep a little later...

"It is never the victims fault no matter the circumstance.." - my health teacher.

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Me (author):
Finally a plot! Anyways this probably wanted you to take spoons and scoop eclipse's eyeballs out. Hope you guys liked it! Now have a good day/night!

1050 words! :)