"I love you" Charlie said, i almost believed it. Actually i did but I'm just trying to make it seem like it was not my fault I'm in this situation. I loved her too, or so i thought. It was young love, everybody understands what it feels like to be young and vulnerable to your feelings. and now I'm shacked up in a crappy RV with nothing too lose but my daughter. Vicky my girlfriend, drinks all night and works all day and its almost like she is only the person i fell in love with around other people. she stole my money, my credit card, and even my car so i cant leave like i wanted too a long time ago. she makes me feel like my skin is crawling when she drinks. she is sometimes too horny too even think that we have a daughter in the next room and that I'm not in the mood. when she is, i look at her taking my clothes off, and thinking who the actual fuck is that? like where did the caring, sober, loving girlfriend i met 4 years ago? she raped me and yelled at me for wanting too keep the baby. "WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ATHENA" when Vicky said that, i thought that i would rather sleep outside in the winter than sleep beside her when she is drunk. she did not let me go to college because "it would be too much for her" too much for her?? what about me? trying to keep you from abusing my 2 year old child when you have another mental breakdown. that's why i left. i took his fucking beer reeking car and drove off with faith.
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why did I love you..?
Non-Fictionathena fell in love but after her loving and caring girlfriend started drinking she could not say the same
