*1 week time skip*
DINAHS POV
Camila face timed me and told me what Lauren did and I'm fucking furious with her. Camila texted me and said that they are almost at the bus. About 10 minutes later the bus door opens and Normani and ally go to greet Camila but I walk straight past her and grab Lauren by the collar of her shirt and shove her forcefully against the wall she squeezes her eyes shut groaning while I pull her back then shove her against the wall again. The girls are asking me what I'm doing but I ignore them. She opens her eyes and stares at me she turns her head slightly letting me hit her. I raise my hand up and punch her straight in the jaw then I knee her in the balls. When she bends over I grab her hair and throw her back against the wall and she has blood dripping from her mouth with her jaw already bruising. I punch her in the same spot again then when she turns to face me again i see in her eyes that she doesn't care anymore so I spit in her face she leaves it there and keeps looking at me
"Is that it" she ask and I knee her in the balls one more time and shove her against the wall one more time keeping my hands on her collar. She just keeps her eyes open looking me right in the eyes and I stare back at her
"You are a fucking disgusting disgrace of a human being. I thought I was your friend but after what you did I would appreciate it if you never talked to me again. Every time I look at you I am going to get sick. I wish she didn't love you like she does and I wish that you would rot in jail then when you die I wish you would go to hell and rot there too. If she didn't tell me not to tell anyone I would have called the cops and I would have had you aressted you fucking piece of shit. You are a deadbeat. And when these two other girls find out what you fucking did to her you better believe you will be by yourself in this music indristry. I fucking hate you and I wish you were never born or that I ever met you. That one day when that car almost hit you, you know what I wish you would've fucking got hit" I spit so angrily then I give her one more push and then I back away and she nods at me while her eyes fill with tears. She then bends over to grab her suitcases then she stands back up and pushes past all of us and goes to her bunk. All of them have wide eyes staring at me in disbelief. I tell them to sit on the couch and I tell them what happened an they get mad to but they don't go and say anything to Lauren.
*1 month time skip*
LAURENS POV
So it's been about a month since the Dinah incident and none of the girls talk to me anymore. I hardly ever talk, It's usually only in interviews or at meet and greets or when I'm singing. But other than that I just stare blankly at nothing. I barley ever sleep and I only drink and eat when the girls are off the bus and to top it off I get trashed talk by all of the girls exept Camila who doesn't even talk to me. And a while ago I started anti depressant pills but none of the girls know. Right before we go on the stage I take my pills out of my backpack and take the dose I need then I swallow them with some water. We begin walking to the stage and Normani bumps into me
"Disgusting bitch" she says threw gritted teeth to me
"I wish I never fucking met you" Dinah says and Ally just shakes her head at me while Camila gives me a sympathetic look and I nod telling her I deserved it. We all walk onto the stage and the fans go crazy. By the time our show is over I have a genuine smile on my face, the fans make me so happy. The smile quickly fades though
"I hate you" Normani spits at me next is Dinah
"Just kill yourself no one wants you here" she say and my eyes go big and her eyes get big once she realized what she said. They have said some pretty nasty things to me but this is by far the worst. Dinah tries to grab my arm but I rip it out of her grip, then I bend over and grab my backpack then I push past them all and run to the bus. I think we have an interview but I'm not going. Once I get there I quickly type in the code and rush inside. I shut the door then I slide down a wall and just cry. I sit there until I can't cry anymore and I pick myself up and go to my bunk I rip 4 pieces of paper out of my journal and a pen then I walk back over to the living room area and I sit on the couch placing the papers on the table and I start writing a letter to Dinah
