"I don't understand, Adrian. Why do you treat me like this? What did i ever do to you!" I yelled as tears were thretening to fall down my eyes.
"Im sorry, Nathalie." He says looking down to his feet.
"Why!!" I yelled.
"To protect you!!" He yells bac...
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I woke up in someones bed. Not mine though!
Its one of my brothers, i hope. Oh no! Its Giovanni. Why am i here? Did he do something to me? Is he like George? Did he rape me?
He is hugging me so strong that i can't even move! He noticed that i am awake. "Goodmorning, principessa!" (Princess)
"Heyy...so why am I in your..room?" I ask him. "I wanted to go to sleep, but someone crawled on me like a little bug and didn't let me go. So i just went to bed with you." he smiled at me. i feel so bad for not letting him go! Why am i so problematic while sleeping?
"Im so so so sorry for th-" i tried appologising but he cut me off. "shhh no Natty you did nothing wrong! Im glad i got to spend the night with you. Now Chris wont be able to rub it in my face that he is the closest to you!" I hummed in responce. Do they talk about me behind my back? "Now we should get going to breakfast or Enzo is going to lecture us about how bad it is to miss breakfast. And trust me when i say that is his worst talk ever!" i don't see anything wrong with missing breakfast. I used to miss all my meals. I was happy if i got one meal in 3 three days.
He got up and so did i. He gave me some of his clothes which i politely declined but he didn't care and told me to wear them. Im not compaining because they smell like him and i don't have many clothes myself. So now im in Giovannis t-shirt which is too big for me but looks kinda cute, and in his grey pants and nike socks with his puma slippers. I put my hair in a messy bun and then we went down.
Giovanni held my hand as we walk to the kitchen. In the kitchen there is everyone. Oh fuck. I hate everyone. "Good morning, Nathalie." said Chris and i said it back quietly. "Nathalie what did i tell you about speaking?" I turn to Alexander. His cold voice made me back away from everyone closer to Giovanni who is still holding my hand."T-to speak clear and..loud.." I studdered and he nodded. "Then why are you disobeying my rules?" he asks. "Im sorry, sir." I could see everyone shocked at how i called him hurt, but Alexanders face still stays without emotions. "Its just Alexander. Never call me sir. We are family, there is no need for that." I appologised to him loud and clear because thouse are his rules. The rules I have to follow to live here.I still have this feeling that they can kick me out of their house any time they want.
Giovanni led me to the the table in seat that is in the corner with empty seat next to it. Then he gets up and comes back with 4 pancaces with syrup on them. I can't eat 4 pancakes! I can barely eat 1!
I tried to eat a litle, but i could always feel Adriano staring at me. He was looking deep into my soul, with a stare that could kill. "Can't you just fucking eat? Im so sick of this shit! You just keep wasting our food and money! You know that there are kids getting starved out there? I swear to god you only care about yourself." Yes Adriano, i know. I was one of those kids.
"Calm the fuck down! She did nothing wrong and since when do you care about wasting money? You literally just bought yourself your twelve car, just because you didn't know where to put your pocket money!" Giovanni defended me. Woah. they have twelve cars? And i was out there working my ass of for 5 dollars to buy myself dinner.I saw that Adriano wanted to argue back but he stopped when he didn't know what to say. Im glad Giovanni protected me. I hate it when people yell at me! It brings back so many bad memories!
