To whom it may concern

An Ode to Self

Scary beginnings

Isolation of Silence 

Comfortable Anxiety

That explains my corners of the wall

Entering when no one's home 

Unforgettable sadness

Missing laughs 

And even me who left them for good 

Does this decision right?

(I don't know maybe not)

How to hold my tears tonight 

(Let it out and that's what I thought)

Even the darkest night, your shine in your own 

The little glow that kept me alive 

During the moments when I'm alone 

You bring me back like an angel's chant to survive 

Told me to eat, drink, sleep and be awake 

but can't do all of that without your motivational heart

At least I can dream where memories store in fantasy 

Full of originality and creativity 

by Ayennie

(picture's not mine)