I'm told to be myself but what if,
Myself is a malicious beast wanting to tear skin,
Myself is a blood-seeking monster urging to drill into the skulls of many,
Would you want me to be myself if it got you killed?
I'm told to stand up for myself but what if,
I was not someone i wanted to stand up for?
The guilt-eating flesh of my brain peeling out of my head,
Should I stand up then?
I am told to keep that smile but what if,
A funeral is the only emotion that is bliss,
blood pouring as the knife struck my hand,
Am I supposed to smile at this?
I am told to love myself but what if,
The dread inside to too thick,
The cold air kills my inner voice,
How am I supposed to love that blood-thirsting beast within?
I need that beast to retire, so I cannot help but think,
What if that beast died and I shall have peace,
And for the last time, I think what if,
Tomorrow is a new day with new possibilities.
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I AM OKAY! I REPEAT I AM OKAY!
I had an iffy day so I decided to spill all the anger emotions on Wattpad through poetry! And i think it made a beutiful quick poem <33 so im now happy :D
and again I AM OKAY!
:D
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