Her Fate And His Wrong Revenge - (Jeon Jungkook FF)

chapter 5

Jungkook- Still hyung, I sleep with her every night and I'm doing exactly what she wants.

she wants my body and what's I'm doing, I'm giving her my body.

Jimin- no kookie you aren't doing any thing wrong. everything you are doing for your love and for your revenge.

Jungkook- I know hyung but still whenever I touch her, I feel dirty and i like I need to wash myself

  Jhope- we can understand you how's you feel kookie.

  Jungkook in mind- hyung, you can't understand how I'm feeling. and I want to get rid of these feelings, whenever I torture her after that I feel like, I did something wrong which I've to regret later. every time I get intimate with her, I felt some kind of attachment towards her. and I don't want that feelings to grow more, and because of these feelings I felt guilty towards my love. I feel like I'm cheating on her

     and if I want to get rid of these feelings so i need to get rid of her as soon as possible

Jimin- So when are you planning to leave her or for how many more days do you want to torture her, it's been more than one and half year. since we torturing her

Jungkook- Just a few more months and then I'll leave her.

Taehyung- have you ever think, what will she do after you leave her. because she has nowhere to go and no one to rely

Jungkook- that's what i want  hyung, when I leave her she wouldn't have no one to rely, for her parents and her loved ones she's dead. and I already  snatched her dignity, her self respect,  and her hope for living.

Jhope- then why don't you killed her.

Jungkook- I don't want to give her an easy death. and  without dignity and self respect how will she gonna survive. I'm sure after some days, she'll kill herself.

Jungkook in mind- killing her is a part of my plan, now why ain't I able to kill her. Why why why just why
Suga- that's a good plan kookie and after few months we don't need to see that sluts face any more

Jungkook- yeah hyung

Jin- kookie, do you remember that we need to give her noristerat drug this week.

  Jungkook- hyung,  I know that.

Namjoon- Hyung is trying to say that you don't need to give her  too much doses because you'll leave her in a few month.

Jungkook- okh hyung

After eating breakfast and talking they all went to their office. but they don't know someone heard their whole conversation.

[Yn pov's]

I woke up by sun rays and try to sit up then I look here and there, thank god the devil isn't here.after two minutes later i watch time and just then I remembered today is an important meeting of jeon. and I woke up late he already told me that today he has an important meeting,

I'm sure he'll punish me for that.I hurriedly got up from bed And I started going towards the stairs and after reaching the stairs I saw these people talking while having breakfast and I did not want to spoil their mood early in the morning, so I started going back towards my room

Then I heard that they were talking about me and speaking ill of me.  Listening to their talk brought tears to my eyes. Every time they talk about me, I make myself understand that it does not matter to me what these people say.

  but in reality their words leave more impact on me then their punishment. I come out of my thoughts after listening jeon words, he is taking about leaving me.     Jungkook is right.

Even if he leaves me, I will not be able to live my life peacefully.  Because this person has taken away my honesty, self-respect and my dignity from me.  I don't have anyone on whom I can rely, who can give me courage, who can embrace me with love and say that I am with you.

After they left for their work I came back to my room. after coming back to room I walk towards bathroom and after reaching there I looked myself in the mirror and start talking to myself and my god

why they always blame me for every wrong thing happened with them.      

               Why?

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