Loving you (Circle Of Friends Series#1)

Chapter 37:farewell ali

Naramdaman ko ang malamig na hangin sa aking likod

Parang nagslow mo nalang ang lahat at nagsimulang mag flashback yung dati yung masaya pa kaming magkakasama yung mga favorite memories ko

Sa huling pagkakataon ay nakita ko ang mga mukha nila I want them to be happy pero pinaiyak ko sila ngumiti naman ako sa kanila kahit tumutulo na ang luha ko

Ramdam kong dahan dahan na akong natutumba

Kahit na nahuhulog na ako ngayon sa bangin ay magaan ang pakiramdam ko

Nakita ko naman ang kamay ni gayle na pilit inaabot ang kamay ko

"I'm.......sorry if... I failed you....farewell....my....friends"

Pumikit nalang ako habang nararamdaman ko ang malamig na hangin na yumakap sa akin

I know life was so short I didn't know how I ended up like this na nasa bangin sa binggit nang kamatayan I was hurt

I was blinded by pain that I took my own life

I hate this feeling I hate to be alone all my life I've been alone but this time

I felt scared I felt so lost

I I couldn't imagine how would kira react or Ashley even Gayle and eula I couldn't imagine kristielyn's smile fade and be replaced by painful tears

And lastly I coudn't imagine seeing vien with tears in his eyes

I don't want they're smile to fade just because of me

Ashley and eula's smile

Gayle and kira's energetic attitude

kristielyn's cute little smile

I don't want to bring pain in they're story

I don't want them to cry

*VIEN'S POV

I watched as my love took her own life in front of me I watched how she go on all alone I watched how she was hurt

How she cried her heart out how she hates me

I wish didn't yell at her ive seen how Gayle tried to save alisa's life but she was too late I run but in the end I was just too late If only I could turn back the time