[ZB1 GUNWOOK] TAKE MY HAND

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"Don't do it."

Gunwook walks one step closer, afraid to move forward any more. He knows he's playing with someone's life right now. He can't act hastily. Gunwook, look up at him. He's smiling at Gunwook.

"Why?" he said.

"Fuck! Just come down here now! Please? Please?"

They are on the company's popular rooftop. It's a symbol of freedom among the trainees and idols. But Gunwook's heart skipped a beat when he saw him sitting in the corner of the veranda. His eyes are lost, but his smiles stay. He looked at Gunwook with those eyes. Desperate eyes.

"I can't stay any longer. Gunwook-ah, let me go..."

"No! I won't let you!" Gunwook said. He tried to call someone, but his phone was dead. He smashed his phone out of anger. "Hyung, I swear to God! If you jump, I'll jump too. I'll save you, so please..."

"Gunwook-ah, when I'm dead..."

"Fuck! I'm gonna kill you if you keep saying that!"

"Don't resent me too much. This is not your fault. It's me." He said.

Finally, the tears are breaking down.

"Why, hyung? You were fine yesterday. What should I do now? What should I do with you now?"

Gunwook wished he didn't stubbornly follow him to the rooftop to 'comfort' him alone. He should bring the other members with him. There's nothing he can do right now.

He feels so useless.

"And please tell my parents that I love them. And I'm sorry,"

"Stop it. Please stop it. I won't do whatever you just said, so stop it. I'm telling everyone."

"It will be too late. Just hear me out."

He took out something from his pocket and threw it to Gunwook. "Catch it!"

Gunwook quickly caught it. He wipes his tears, rummaging through what was given to him earlier.

"It's a box filled with secrets. I'm giving you." He said.

"What secret?"

Gunwook opened the box. It was a key.

"That's my locker key. Please return it to the office. I can't trouble anyone after I die." He laughs.

"You return it yourself."

"Gunwook-ah, don't be like that."

"You want to leave me. Leave us. This isn't fair. Do you even think about the people who care about you before you make up your mind?" Gunwook clenched his fist. "I always know you've been depressed these days. That's why I'm following you around. I want to help you! But you don't want to be helped. You're falling even more. And now, you're even brave enough to die in front of me."

Gunwook smacks his chest a few times. "Then, what makes you think I am? Am I just a stranger? Am I someone who doesn't deserve to help you? Am I really don't deserve it?" Gunwook said.

"I told you, it's not your fault. It's mi-

"Did you ask to be depressed?" "Hyung! Look at me in the eyes! Do you want to die?"

He looks at Gunwook with teary eye.

"Yes. You know how desperate I am. I'm so sick of this fucking life! Nothing excites me anymore."

"How about your career? Your passion? Are you willing to throw it away?"

"I'm sick of it, Gunwook-ah.. It's getting ridiculous. The dream of mine."