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Day 3

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Final answer?"

"Final answer. Let's break-up."

"..."

"okay?"

"okay."

It's been three days since we parted ways. It still hurts.

I tried flirting with guys online. No one compares to him. Just random hopeless romantic jerks trying to get in my pants.

My right hand still hurts from swiping to left. I hate this phase.

I tried convincing people I am 'okay' but my puffy eyes say otherwise.

Why can't I just move on already?

Three years and a half. That's why.

Does he even think of me?

If what we had was real... How could he be so fine?

I had my flaws too. I wasn't a saint so was he... but why?

How can he laugh? When all I do is cry.

How can he have fun? When I am deeply buried somewhere dark and cold.

How can he flirt with someone? When I am sulking in loneliness without him by my side.

Why is he acting like nothing tragic happened?

Why is he all smiles?

It hurts.