Harmful Memories (FruitSalad Angst to Fluff)

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by AmbDGYT

by AmbDGYT

Yes pear has ptsd don't question it.

TW: Death mention (melons "death")

Pears Perspective:

"Listen to me Pear. You need to escape." "Wait, Where are you going?" I panicked.

"If I'm going down, I'm taking Clone VPN with me"

"No! We were going to share the channel it was going to be perfect!"

"don't worry I want this."

"Stay original buddy"

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"NO!" God dammit I had the dream of that day AGAIN this is fucking bullshit. If I would have just done something when it happened maybe I wouldn't be dealing with this-

"Pear its 2 in the morning are you feeling okay?" Melon tiredly asked me from his room. "Uh yeah I'm fine"

"Are you sure?" he continued "You know, an okay person doesn't scream in their sleep." He was right. The nightmare of that day keeping on in my head. I'm not okay and that hurts damnit. It took me a while to notice Melon coming into my room. "Pear is this about that-""Yes..." I responded "Melon I keep having nightmares about it. I want it to stop but I can't and-"

There's no way I'm crying in front of Melon right now. Not right now. "Pear, it's going to be okay." "No Mel its not going to be okay" fuck. "Pear I-" he went quite for a little while.

"Pear, would you rather have me stay in here with you?" I didn't know how to respond to that. How could I respond to that. Melon shouldn't have to worry about me, he's already going through enough as it is, with the court case and everything. But, it would be nice, to have just someone else in here with me.

"Sure,"

It felt strange to see him actually crawl into my bed, I'm used to sleeping alone. But he is my boyfriend so I guess its fine. Seeing him inch closer to me felt nice. It got to the point we were just resting with each other

"Pear, why do you keep thinking about it, you know the facility thing?"

That question, its strange to ask. "Well, I, I don't want to think about it. It just happens, I also-" I felt some tears form in my eyes. "I don't want to lose you again."

Melon's perspective:

"I don't want to lose you again." Pear muttered. Pear seems to have been struggling at the moment, he would wake up screaming at ungodly hours of the night and such. I get it tho, nightmares are common for the both of us, why else would I also be awake at these hours of the night. We both don't want to lose each other and the idea that we could is scary.

"Pear, I won't be going anywhere for a long time" I attempted to comfort him. I lightly began to pet him. "I get it, you're stressed out as well, aren't you?"
"Of course I am, these next few days are going to impact everything."

'I know Pear" I gently wrapped myself around him. "But whatever happens we can't leave each other, and we won't, right?" "Yeah," he replied as he put himself closer to me.

We just stayed in that same bed with each other, and he fell right to sleep in my hands. We just cuddled together and slept until the morning.

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a/n: sorry it's so short and that it took so long to come out. My laptop broke and I had no way to finish typing it.

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