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𝗴𝘂𝗶𝘁𝗮𝗿┃cbg

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➳ all I wanna be is
somebody to you

You and beomgyu knew eachother since childhood. There was something special about your bond that couldn't be described━ needed words beyond infinity. Your parents were besties so every summer you all would go camping (basically firefly hunting, fishing with beomgyu)

But one day, you lost your world. You lost your mum in an accident and ever since that day people pitied and would act differently towards you. Beomgyu was the only one who didn't change. He still teased you, would pat your head until you slept, would give you the bigger piece of chocolate (after ALOT of teasing ofc)

You sat next to beomgyu who was focused on the homework, feeling all giddy. Things changed as you became more and more self conscious about yourself as beomgyu grew handsome each day, got alot of attention for his looks and by joining the band as a guitarist. cherry on top indeed.

Recollecting one incident you smiled at yourself.

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Beomgyu was soo annoying (still is but you got used to it.) He played guitar non stop while you were going thru his comics.

"Gyu stop that." Even if you said that there was no response. He kept going, his eyes sparkled while playing the guitar. That was the very first time you got butterflies.

But the same day around 10 pm he came to your house crying how his mom snatched his guitar because he wasn't doing his homework as you held his hand, heading to his house.

"Please let him play the guitar?" You asked his mom and she sighed.

"━Trust me beomgyu shines when he plays guitar. He looks so happy. ." You squeezed his hand as beomgyu looked at you sniffing.

"I'll take responsibility regarding his studies don't you consider me as your daughter?"

His mom smiled and called in for a hug. Beomgyu just went in as you stared missing your mum but not even a second later beomgyu pulled you as you were melting into their arms.

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(That was when you were 7. Now you are 17)

Hence you both study together now. Sometimes at your place sometimes at his.

"Where are your notes?" He asked and then you pointed towards your bag.

Beomgyu searched and found the book but then he found something else too, a note. He glanced at you and then slowly opened the note without making any sound and he regretted it so much.

It was a love letter.

And it was for you.

Beomgyu felt a weird sensation in his stomach, you've always been his number one priority, number one friend, maybe he hoped for something more but he was too afraid to ruin the precious friendship between you two.

"Gyu what are you doing?" You looked at him as he offered a note and got back to writing. Blood rushed through your cheeks as beomgyu gripped the pen harder after seeing you blush.

"I swear if this is some stupid prank of yours I'll━"

"It's not." He replied studying your face.

"And I'm sorry I read it before you did. It must've been special for you right?" He asked and you scanned beomgyu's eyes. So pretty. So enchanting. Without a second you just went in for a peck but then stopped midway and panicked. You stood up, tears filling and pricking the corner of your eyes.

"Gyu. . . I'm so- I didn't mean- to ruin- our friendship-" You reached over to the door opening it but beomgyu was quick to close it━ you faced him, your back against the door.

One arm was at your side another one was at the door knob so that you won't escape, leaning and staring into your soul, examining every detail of your facial expression he whispered,

"It's already ruined, y/n." Before you knew it his soft lips were already on yours.

Gyu ♡

I hope it was okay :<
Thanks for reading!