A place for my thoughts

4/27/24 (again)

Why do I feel like this? My body aches, my sadness has bubbled up into my throat and it's choking me- who can I tell? Who can comfort me? 

"********* won't listen"

"******** is gone" 

"******** doesn't love you anymore"

"No one will ever love you again. If you can't even make yourself happy what makes you think you could possibly please your loved ones?" 

These are all things the mouse told me today.

I wish he'd die

I wish i would too