Our Curse That We Hold (male reader x jujutsu kaisen.)

Look Who's Back.

[Perspective Change: Y/N POV]

I groan as I feel a massive headache as a bright light shinned on my eyes, I hear muffled talking I slowly crack open my eyes when I hear someone snapping their fingers in front of my face rapidly, I groan as I look at them.

"Hey! Hey! Wake up already Jackass!"

"Huh?"

I stare in shock as I see Kugisaki staring down at me along with Fushiguro and Gojo by her side. Kugisaki looks annoyed at me with narrowed eyes, I look around and see Iam in a hospital room? No iam in the school, this is wear Dr. Shoko brings injured students.

"How the fuck is she mad at me already? I almosted died!?"

"Kugisaki?! Fushiguro!?"

I say as I get up and quickly wrap my arms around them as I have a huge smile on my face as I hug them close.

"Oh my fucking God I fucking missed you guys! I thought I died!!!!"

I yell as I cry exaggerated tears onto their shoulders as Fushiguro slips out of my grasp as Kugisaki doesn't escape and just mumbles under her breath and elbow my ribs.

"Oww"

I whimper in pain as i fall and curl on the floor as Gojo takes a pic of me on the floor.

"Oh get up you know Reverse Cursed Technique you'll be fineeee..."

Gojo says dragging out the last part as Fushiguro leans down and looks at me.

"There's a Kyoto sister exchange event going on soon you're in with me and Kugisaki..we have training with the second years in an hour get dressed.."

He says in a flat tone as he offers me a hand up as I take it as he pulls me up.

I dust myself off as I walk out the door with Kugisaki and Fushiguro. Heading towards my dorm so i can grab some clothes. As we walk down the hall to my dorm I stop and open my door to show off my various collections of manga, Pokémon and sketch books, I walk towards my drawer to take out my Jujutsu uniform as I see Megumi and Kugisaki looking at my room.

"Haven't you only been here for two days? How'd you find the time to set all this up?"

Megumi says as he inspects some of my Manga and flips through some of them looking with a small hint of interest.

Kugisaki flips though some of my sketch books as she gives very unique advice.

"You need to shade more all these don't got any style, and these clothes are so bland."

I glare at her and mumble under my breath as I put on my uniform and fix my hair.

"Cmon you guys! Can't wait to meet these second years I heard so much about!"

I say walking out the door with a big smile. I walk out with my two companions into the long hallways of jujutsu high.

As we walk down the hall towards the field, A sudden realization hit me.

"You guys!? Where Itadori?! He sleeping or something?"

I say slightly confused I saw him alive when I passed out. He should be alive. He's probably already at the field.

They both looked shocked and almost caught off guard by my question Kugisaki looked away as Fushiguro looked me in the eye and with a sorrowful tone and a small hint of pain said.

"Itadori died at the detention center.."

At that moment it seemed my life froze. I barely knew him, but he was still my friend and he still had a life to live and all life is sacred....right?

"Why did he die and not me? I was the one who was on the brink of death!"

I simply stare at Fushiguro as I feel someone put their hand on my shoulder as I register the words.

"Oh....oh."

I say as I almost relive everything that happened at the detention center how I fought for my- our life's. How I recovered and unlocked Reverse Cursed Technique, to survive I was fighting to save Itadori right?

"...right.."

"Right?.."

Fushuguro looks at me with a hint of concern as Kugisaki says something but I chould quite make out her words.

"I thought I was fighting for our life's but..was I just..fighting for myself? Itadoris death seems like nothing to me now..is it because I was never fighting for him? But I was trying to save his life..wasn't I?"

My world seems to crumble as suddenly Shoko is here in the hallway..Huh I never noticed I sat down by the wall why is Shoko looking at me like that? Why is everyone looking at me like that? My hearts pumping but I don't know why? And hands are shaking..I keep hearing that damned voice.

"You chouldnt save your friend back there."

I start sweating bullets as someone picks up my hand and starts leading me away.

"Pathetic human."

Why can I hear it's voice? It's like it's clawing at my skull trying to get out.

"Hey..where are you taking me?"

I ask as Shoko is taking me somewhere as I vaguely hear Gojo and Fushiguro talking behind me with Kugisaki...

"They are going to do..what you did to us..."

That voice I remember it from the detention center.

Why can I hear it and why are they putting me on a chair? What's happening to me why are they laughing at me? Who is laughing at me!?

"Y/n can you hear me!?"

Is that Shoko? I can hear her voice it's nice, a little raspy but I can hear her. But I can't talk I don't know why my mind is blank.

"Y/n it's okay calm down your just in shock!"

Is that Kugisaki? Shock? Woah my hearts slowing down finally I can finally register my surroundings as I see Kugisaki is holding my hand and Shoko is checking my blood pressure? I glance around and look down as my hands finally stop shaking and the voices go away.

"Hey you guys...what happened?"

I ask as I get up and wipe the sweat off my forehead letting out a sigh.

"Man.. iam really tired can we skip training today?"

I say looking at Fushiguro by the doorway he looks down at his phone and nods at me.

"Yea we already rescheduled"

He says As he waves bye and exits the room as Kugisaki does the same after patting my shoulder. Shoko said something about running tests on me quickly.

"You'll all good now out my office"

She says as she takes out a cigarette and places it between her lips as she sits down on her chair.

I nod at her and walk out with two things on my mind.

"That damn Special grade and some damn water."
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Word count: 1200

A/N: sorry I didn't update on Saturday it was my birthday. I wanted this chapter longer but I needed to get this one out I don't wanna lose the few readers that enjoy my book revision coming on Monday. Next chapter aiming for a word breaker for at least 2000+ words