You where at work in your office typing things up when a girl knocked on your door you recognised the sent "come in" you say as you see your best friend with red eyes glare at you with shame "Alex" she says in a whisper "shit lily what happened" you say as she speeds to some girl to bring her back it all happened so fast and the next thing you know your feeding off her as well "lily stop my blood lust is so bad" you say "exactly" she says with a smirk you push the girl out and hide her in the toilet then go back to Lilly when you get back she is sitting on her knees with her hair tied up and her in a blood red set "fuck your gorgeous Lilly" you say as you sit down and lit a cig "thank you" she says as she undoes your belt and undoes your zipper and undoing the button on your boxers and pulling you cock out and you let out a little moan as she licks your tip "fuck" you say as she takes you all in her mouth "such a good girl aye" you say as you push her head down and thrust into her that's when you hear your family walking down the hall "get up go in the next office now" you say and she nods wiping her mouth and you doing everything up and you let out a sigh you where enjoying that as you waited for them you knew straight away Carlisle will say something cause off your eyes that's when a sent of blood goes through the office and you speed out "Lilly open this fucking door right now I will give you once chance before I kick it down" you shout and one of your friend bring you a gun "I am sorry Lilly" you say as you kick down the door and shoot the gun three times and the voltouri come in "Alex you you can't let them kill me" she says "yes yes I can" you say as aro taps your shoulder and walks over to her you friend helps them you take the gun and out in your holster and you walk up to a girl working and you looked over her neck and kept looking at her neck gulping "Alex don't" emmet says as he walks over to you "grab Alex let's get out off here" Carlisle says but Alex already made his decision "you are such a good person but I am angry at the world and you are here" you say and she looks at you confused then you sink your teeth into her and as you do you see a picture of her and her husband and venom blurs your vision and you stop and you bite your arm feeding her your blood "please work" you beg as the venom drops from your eyes as you look at the picture you remember what it was like to lose you wife to death to something that you don't expect "Alex" Alice says "don't touch me please Carlisle please do something she has someone she loves help her" you beg as he kneels down and helps her you all wait till she wakes up and you pace the room but a hour later she gasps and wakes up and she looks at you and she cries "thank you, you didn't kill me so thank you Alex" she says as she smiles and she gets up and you nod and smile and give her the stuff she brought and she takes it and as you do you look her up and down and she does the same and you look into each others eyes and there was a spark a connection and Alice smiles and emmet smirks and jasper looks at Edward and esme holds Carlisle arm "bye Alex Cullen see you tomorrow" she says "see you tomorrow love" you say as she walks away and you watch her walk walk away and you smirk and you grab and cig and lit it and inhale the smoke and tilt your head as you blow it out "I can't tell if you happy or angry"rose says "angry" you say as you get up and kick a chair into the wall "why would the universe give me a mate that one I could kill and two she is married" you say as you inhale more smoke into you lungs "don't ask us but clearly she wants you too" Alice says and jasper nods "oh yeah she wants you alright" he says "good" you says as you smirk that's when you hear her come back up "Alex" she says "yes love" you say "is it bad that I want to cheat on my husband with you" she says so shamelessly but she was shy "no well yes but personally he wasn't a nice guy anyway" you say smirking at her and you smoke the cig "i know and she steps out into the light and you look at your workers "find him" you demand and they nod "wait no he is strong he nearly broke my arm Alex" she says you pull her in between your thighs looking up at her with your hands on her hips "what colour are his eyes Lilly" you says and she tears up "same as yours red" and you look at you family "he says if I tell anyone he will hunt me down and kill me.. I don't want to die so I kept it a secret and told no one for a few years" she says as you hug her and kiss her forehead when you men bring him up in "oh fuck" he says when he sees you "Cullen hey I umm" he says scared out of his skin "I want you to explain to me why you hurt her right now you have a minute" you say as your family watch the situation so they could know why he was so scared "yes umm well idk I felt like it I guess" you inhale you cig and grab and cane and hit him in the face "Alex that is mean" you growl "I am going to show you mean in a minute" you say as you speed over to him and put your hand around his throat "you are so dead" you say as you tighten your hand with your full strength and his head snaps off and she runs and hugs you and you hug her holding her till she let go "are you okay darling" you say as she nods and you turn to your friends and lipped "clean it I will pay you double tomorrow" and they nod and do and you look at Lilly and she looks at you "how high can a vampires sex drive go" she say as she plays with your belt "I guess you will have to found out huh love" you say as she giggles and you smirk "get your ass in the office and you will find out" ans she giggles and she runs a little and you family smile "well we are glad you are finally happy Alex we will see you at home" they say and you nod and they speed to the car and go home and you open the door to Lilly in your office chair naked