kunikidas eyes widen when he acknowledges the dark red lines cut into dazais skin,the blonde man cant help but look worried. "dazai,you told me you stopped doing this." dazai feels his stomach turn,he didnt want too talk about it but he has too. "kunikida,i-im sorry." the blonde man looks the brunette in the eyes. "you dont have too be sorry,you probably couldnt help it." there was a moment off silence between the two, "however dazai,i think its best if you give me your blade." dazai looks confused, "why? i swear i wont do it again."
"dazai you can't promise that,you already broke it earlier,please osamu,its for both off our sakes,you dont understand how worried i get when you do this when you dont eat,even when you attempt." dazai tries too speak but kunikida cuts him off "please,just give me the blade,if you dont i will go in there and find it myself."
dazai sighs and lets kunikida into his apartment.
"good,now where is it?" kunikida asks his voice quite soft,
"by the futon,bag.".dazai replys,kunikida walks over there and picks up the bag which contains the blade,he feels sick too his stomach knowing hes holding the very same tool that his partner used too harm himself.
kunikida lets out a breath he didnt know he was holding before putting it in his pocket, "dazai,let me see your arm again." dazai hesitantly does so..he looks away in shame.
"..so they are quite deep," kunikida can't believe that dazai would relapse. the blonde looks up and uses his spare hand too make the brunette look at him by moving his chin,he slivers his hand up too dazais hair..and as suspected it feels oily and gross,.. "how long has it been since you last showered?" dazai pauses and thinks for a little while "uhhh i can't remember."..
"well then,id better help you clean yourself up."
(AOSJAHSGAGA IM SO SORRY IF THIS SUCKS,i need too fjnd a way too make them get together. also the chapters are so short im so sorry 😭)
