SKZ Oneshot

-Can You Hold Me?- Seunglix

Other: Just bandmate/friends

Type: Angst and fluff

TW: Just in case it triggers anyone, this has something to do with bottle emotions, stress, and basically fighting between the members. Please skip if this triggers you.

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Seungmin woke up with a broken heart. A heart that he doesn't want anyone to fix because... well, he feels like he could deal with it. It all started from comments being made online of how unattractive his smiles were on screen. His members always say the same things like:

"I love your smile, Seungmin."

"Don't listen to them. They are not our true fans."

But he couldn't help it.

To make matters worse, his band has been arguing a lot lately, especially towards him. He doesn't want to hurt their feelings anyway, so he kept it to himself. He always says to himself,

"They're just stressed over the comeback. It'll be fine." He couldn't help that either.

He also doesn't want anyone to notice that he was in pain or that they were hurting him, so he ignored it.

He got ready for another day of dreadful practice and slipped out to the kitchen, where all the members were.

"Good morning, Minnie!" Felix noticed and being the sunshine that he is, always brings warmth to anyone even if he just said good morning. "Ready for another day of practise?"

"Yes and no~~" Seungmin whined as he slumped down on a chair. "I wanna sleep."

"We know, mate, but we got to do what we gotta do." Felix's voice spoke out, "Besides, we have a week off after, so you can sleep as much and you want." He smiled through those words.

Seungmin really wants that rest so badly, and most importantly, he wants to speak out his emotions as he always does afterwards. He ate a simple breakfast and left a but later then usual, but his members wouldn't mind, right?

That was true, but the dance instructor wasn't having a good mood. As soon he stepped inside, he got scolded.

"KIM SEUNGMIN!" The voice boomed, "You're late leaving the group behind to do warm-ups." The instructor wasn't making him feel better.

But a sentence came out of his mouth that shocked Seungmin the most.

"You're being so selfish and careless."

That stabbed his heart, but he just laughed it off. Everyone looked at him with concern, filling their eyes.

Chan was going to stand up, but the instructor ordered them to do their warm ups. This really pissed the leader off.

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Throughout dancing, Seungmin couldn't keep up. Too many thoughts overwhelmed him. Because of this, he got scolded more to the point he wanted to break down into tears. But he kept blaming it on the stress happening around.

The vocal instructor wasn't any different either. Constant comments were being made, and comparing him to the other members made him feel he was letting the team down.

Home would be better? Oh no, it wasn't. Members were fighting, and all he could do was watch his brothers arguing over the smallest things.

"It's just stress that will die off soon."

He interferes where Changbin and Minho were fighting over the week off and how Changbin wants to see his sister but minho doesn't want him to. But this was a horrible mistake and this mistake would break him the most.