When The Clouds Come

No More Hiding (Part 1)

Well, since freshmen year when I found out I had cancer. I was so scared of what other people would think. And afraid I would get bullied for the rest of high school because of temporarily losing my hair. I never knew I would grow used to it always going to take therapy. And I thought everyone else there would just think of me as someone who has a disease.

But they didn't. They we're the opposite. They treated me the same as everybody, and that was good. But, a week after I found out. I started wearing hooded sweatshirts to school. I was most of the time, sent to the principals office because of "lack of respect". I kept my head down so I couldn't really see where I was headed. So I shoved and bumped into people. Then, my mom and I had a "talk", and she decided to home school me.

I never really had friends in high school. So I didn't have to worry on that part. I wanted to go back. But feared once again I would get bullied but because I left. Not because of anything else. High school is done in 5 months. My mom told me to join because she had to go back to work soon enough.

So for the last 5 months... I'm done with home school. I feel like a coward. I don't know what I'm going to say to my friends. Or idk what I missed. But, I just really hope I get to fit in again. My hair is really short but it doesn't look like it was gone for 4 years. It looks like I went and cut it. I don't know what's going to happen in 5 months. Sure. But like going through cancer... you have to have hope.

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Dammit. I was going to make this chapter longer. But I guess I'll just add a part 2. I have to go to my aunts. And well me and my family agreed to not use our phones when visiting other people unless it's an emergency. Which this is to me. But to them it's not. So I'm leaving right now. Part 2 will be published either tonight at 12am? Or tomorrow at 1-4am or Max is in July 4-5th. Since sadly unlike last year I'm not celebrating. Xd well cya loves.
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