Irresistible

Party

I woke up at noon, but didn't get out of bed until 1. There were fans outside chanting my name over and over again. I think I was getting sick of hearing my own name. I looked outside my window and saw about 30 fans. As soon as they saw me they started shrieking "ZAYN!!" I smiled and waved. I pulled on a shirt that was on my bed and black jeans. I walked down the hall to Sara's room and knocked.

She answered the door smiling but it faded a bit," Hi Zayn."

"You don't seem too happy to see me," I joked as I walked in and she closed the door.

"No, it's not that, it's just that I was expecting Juliana. She said she was going to come back so we can go grab lunch," she explained," So, what brings you here?"

"Well, I heard what happened last night and-

"Who told you?"

"No one your shouting was loud enough," we both chuckled.

"Oh, sorry about that," she apologized.

"No, no it's fine. I love to be woken up at midnight."

"Was it really that late? Oh my gosh I'm even more sorry. But, continue."

"Well, I was just going to see if you were okay. Niall is a douche bag."

"Yeah, I'm fine I guess," she sighed.

"You don't have to lie to me, you know," I could see she obviously wasn't okay,"and you don't have to talk about it right now if you don't want to. Let's go get something to eat."

"That sounds great, let me just text Juliana," she smiled and got up to go get her phone.

"So, where is she?"

She walked into the room with her purse. "With Harry," she answered nonchalantly.

"Why is she with Harry?"

Her eyes widened and looked back at me,"Did-did I say Harry? I meant Liam." She nervously scratched her head.

"Um, okay, well then let's go!"

~*~

"You look beautiful," my hands intertwined with Juliana's as we kissed.

"Harry?"

"Hmmm?" I smiled and looked at her.

"I was thinking of breaking it off with Liam today," she looked at me.

"That's great! Right?" I was getting somewhat of a weird vibe from her.

"Well, I don't know if I should or-"

I backed away from her,"I think you've been putting this off for too long. Liam's my best friend and being with his fiancé behind his back makes me feel so guilty."

"Maybe this," she motioned to both of us,"isn't meant to be a serious thing. Maybe, I should just stick to marrying Liam."

"Well if that's how you feel why would you come here and tell me you're thinking of breaking it off?"

"Because I'm just confused with my feelings towards you!" She stepped away from me.

"I don't think we should take this any further if you feel that way."

"Fine," she looked pissed. She opened the door and left. I opened my mouth as if to say something to get her to stay, but nothing came out.

Maybe she's right, I thought, maybe it just wasn't meant to be.

Oh, who are you kidding? You know that's a fucking lie.

~*~

I knocked on Liam's door, but he didn't answer.