WHITE, it surounded me like a cold embrace, filling my vision with the emptiness of it's colour, maybe it would have been better if my vision were filled better with the darkness of black, if so then i wouldn't have to bare there blurry forms that seem to peer down at me in resentment. 'Why?' I ask myself, WHY I've been asking for the past years of my godforsaken life, 'WHY?' yet I seem to get no answer, why does it have to be me? Why do they hate me so much? Why is my vision particularly gone? Why can't I shift yet? Why?! Why does my heart seem to only know pain? Why do they all only want to hurt me and make me bleed instead of helping me? Why don't I have a supportive family? Why?!
Someone, Anyone I need an answer, if there truly is a moon goddess out there and if there truly is an Almighty God of all creations and gods out there why would I have to suffer all this? Why SHOULD I have to suffer all this? Isn't it enough? Isn't it good enough? Why can't I just be happy with my family? Don't I deserve a loving family? Why? Don't I deserve a loving sister? Don't I deserve a loving brother? Don't I deserve all that?....... And more so important... don't I deserve a loving MATE?!
Tell me, don't I?
Don't I?
FUCK! ANSWER ME? DON'T I?!.....with quiet sobs... If I had the chance to start over again... I'd do it all differently!
Author's note;
This is a short starting chapter of the main character's inner thought...her feelings, her heart desires and her pain, please read Blinded by nature and follow step by step or should I say chapter by chapter how our beautiful main character finds herself and conquer the challenges on her way to happiness.
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Blinded By Nature
WerewolfHaving blamed herself for the past 17 years for all that has happened around her, she finally starts to have enough when the people who were supposed to stand by her broke her heart piece by piece, shattering every bit almost to the point of no repa...
