I just want a good way to die.

17

Venion slowly felt that he had regained consciousness, but he decided not to open his eyes. He hoped he wouldn't have to open his eyes forever.

For Venion, waking up after a suicide attempt was the most upsetting thing. It felt like he just wanted to lie in bed forever, not talking to anyone, or having to think about anything.

Thinking about what to eat for the day can already be annoying.

The feeling of being in endless darkness was better than him having to wake up and become Venion Stan who had the destiny to die horribly.

He might feel better if he opened his eyes to see he was in someone else's body. In the first place, why did he have to be born as a Venion?

Meeting new people, starting a new life, becoming a completely different person... That would be a lot of fun. Just like how Kim Rok Soo become Cale Henituse overnight. Being in a completely new world without anyone knowing him...

He was tired of living life under the name Venion Stan.

Can't he just be in someone else body when he opened his eyes?

No matter how much Venion wanted to close his eyes, in the end, he had to open them.

When the beautiful dim evening light entered his sight, he saw the roof of a quite luxurious room. It was impossible for Neo to take him to Stan's mansion or Tolz's mansion.

'Where is this?'

Venion raised his left hand, looking at his wrist which was covered in ugly scars. There was no way he could be in someone else's body when he knew that scar on his wrist so well.

Should he be thankful that he was still in his body and not dead in that situation? No need to go to another world either. Just enter someone else's body. If not, can there be a soul that would want to possess his body?

Heh... Just who wants to possess a sinner's body?

It feels like just breathing oxygen is very tiring. It was a tiring sport for Venion. No need to swing a sword or run around the field, just breathing can make Venion want to die.

'Why do I have to suffer like this...?'

Venion's bloodlust began to penetrate his soul again. He wanted to see someone suffering like him... It felt tiring even when he didn't do anything. He wanted to get rid of that tiredness. He's so pissed that he could strangle someone to death.

Venion finally looked to the side. Usually, with just a small movement, Neo would hold his hand and start crying. Even if he was sleeping, he would wake up immediately.

The man with red hair entered Venion's sight. The bastard who made his life miserable in his previous life was sitting in the chair beside his bed, asleep.

There was no one else in the room and he could kill that sleeping bastard in front of him easily.

Someone who would shine no matter where he was, he was so jealous of it...

'Why is he here instead of Neo?'

At the worst time for him to be around...

'No...'

Venion's hand moved to strangle Cale who was still asleep in his chair. The person who was the reason he could be imprisoned in the underground palace...

Deep inside his heart, Venion really wanted to kill Cale with both of his hands.

Thub!

"Ugh..."

Cale groaned slightly as he was pushed down from his chair with Venion on top of him. Venion's hands shivered as they held Cale's smooth and beautiful neck. It was as if Venion was holding himself from hurting Cale.