Walker scobell imagines

Addiction

Yo so this chapter has talk about alcohol, smoking and s/h please if you are uncomfortable with this topic please skip xoxo 🫶

Walkers pov

My girlfriend, y/n has an addiction, yes an addiction, she hides it well but i can taste it on her lips when we kiss and i can see her eyes are blood shor red half of the time we talk, she wasn't like this when we started dating 2 years ago but she started when she lost her dog, daisy, i know it's weird but she wanted to feel numb i guess, she didn't want to feel, now she's flunking out of school and sleeping over at my house since to her parents she's a disappointment.

We are laying down on my bed when she gets up randomly to get a "water" bottle from her backpack. "Y/n?" I asks softly. "What?" She asks back in the same tone. "Whats that?" I ask as she takes a sipe from the bottle. "Water." I knew she was lying. "Can i have some?" I ask. "Uh... i me-mean i guess." She says sounding nervous.

I take the bottle from her and smell it. Vodka is what i smelt. I closed the bottle and looked at her upset. "Y/n!" I exclaim angrily and she flinches at the noise with tears forming in her eyes. "Y/n, dont drink, baby, it's not good for you." I say sternly but in a comforting tone at the same time.

She started to sob. "I cant stop" she cries. "Yes you can." I remind her and bring her in a hug. "I love you." I whisper in her ear. She sobs into my chest.

She cries more. Oh my poor baby. I think. My sweet girl. I love her. She doesn't deserve this. She deserves the world. I love her my baby.

"Y/n?" I ask softly once she stopped crying. "I have something for you." I say as i get out of bed but i also grab the bottle and toss it. "No! That took me ages to buy!" She exclaims as she sees me throw the bottle in the trash. I ignore that part but i go to my closet and take out a small box she raises an eyebrow.

I walk over to her. The small box was pink, had a lid and it had for my love written in bold letters on the front. "Whats this?" She asks as she watches me sit next to her. "For you, my love." She opened the box and there she sat with her jaw dropped, she stares at the pile of love letters i wrote to her. I made these since when we started dating she made me watch to all the boys i've loved before, she called me het peter kavinsky.

She opened one letter

To my dearest, y/n,
It's 2am and you just fell asleep i understand thay you have just relapsed and decided to text me and i decided it was best for you to come over, i love you forever and ever, but i wish you knew your worth. I love you my gorgeous girl. I wish you didn't do this to your self. I wish i could build a sheild around you to keep you safe. My love. I love you to the moon and saturn. Since thats what you said taylor swift says i will say it to you i know how much you used to love her music. I miss you my love

-walker scobell

When she finished reading the letter she started to cry. "Oh, walker, this is just amazing." She says all teary eyed. "You'll need it in the future, my love" i said as i planted a kiss on her forehead.

"I love you walker willam scobell."

She quit doing everything that was bad for her after that day instead she would walk to my house and sleepover. My mum and dad got used to the situation.

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