Estella's pov
I slammed my door. I was crying so much I locked my door and lay on my bed. I put my face in my pillow
I heard a knock on my door. What do these people want? Just kill me already so I can be at peace
Sofia came in and shut the door lightly. "You ok Estella, I heard what my brother did," She asked, I didn't show my face and kept looking down, kept covering my face my eyes got irritated and red from crying so much.
She tapped my lightly. I shook my head yes
"I'm fine," i mumbled she sat in my bed. "You need help, so does Cade," she said in a soft tone
"I know I dont want help, tho I don't need it!" I mumbled, almost tearing up
"I know it's ok" She rubbed my back
I was just there
Cade's pov
She pushed my off of her and walked out of the room I got mad I smashes smothing and punched the wall with rage she slammed her door fuck fuck fuck!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!
The hell is wroung with me?!
I thought she forgave me!?
I sat on my chair resting my head in my heads with annyonce i got up and took a shower thinking about her can't stop thinking about her
She going through my head each time she is always on my fucking mind...
I put on some shorts and had no shirt on
I turned off hoping I could go to sleep without her
The night I slept with Estella I actually slept well for a while
I kept rolling around not finding any comfort "god damn it!" I mumbled looking at the ceiling in the dark I stared out the window seeing the sun shine
Why is it so hard to find fucking peace in this fucking shitty world of ours
I rolled my eyes of annyonce I started doing push-ups in the dark I've always been in dark alone I've kill people in the dark I kept seeing moments with Estella
I kept going faster with my push-ups
I find- somtimes I find myself beating somone else up therapeutic a lot just beating up somthing was so therapeutic
Why didn't she forgive me why isn't she even talking
Somtimes...getting no message...is the message...
I kept doing push ups thinking and thinking after a while I just layed myself down on the bed still filled with so much adrenaline
Estella's pov
Me and Sofia talked for a while
In my room talking about random shit I didn't even listen to I got heache from the light.
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My Mysterious Mafia Man
Romance(Grammmer Warning) , so basically, Cade hernandez kidnappes a girl named Estella fillop her parents are apart of the mafia but she's not she doesn't want to be but she doest recognize her own beauty Cade Hernandez is the devil. Estella fill...
