the life of Octavia

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Hi...I'm Octavia Goetia.... daughter of stolas Goetia and Stella Goetia......I woke up this morning and immediately put in my ear buds and started playing music I went over to my calendar and crossed off one of the days and when I look I see a day labeled with a few stars I drew on it oh right! I get to see the stars in a few days!!my dad promised me to take me when I was younger and I guess that's in a few days but I walk over to my bedroom door and open the second I open it I hear yelling and fighting no surprise nowadays.at least when I was younger they would pretend to get along for my sake but there's no hiding it anymore once I walk into the kitchen I quickly duck down to Doge something frown above my head "close call"I whisper to myself I just so barely avoided it then my mother storms out a move out of the way so I don't get pushed she doesn't abuse me but I just want to get out of her way because she's mad... "Morning dad"I say as I grab a bowl of cereal I'm comfortable with calling him dad because I'm closer to him more than my mother and just calling him father feels wrong...I sit down at the table and look up at my dad he has pupils which only appear when sinners and demons are stressed he looks at me and puts on an act I know he's not that happy sometimes I feel like he thinks I'm stupid "oh! Good morning Octavia how are you?"my dad says in his cheerful voice I take a bite of my cereal I chew it then answer"fine".....I answer which is probably a lie I'm not even sure at this point I turn up my music up a bit then I see my dad say something I can't hear him and I feel bad so I take off the ear buds which is something I don't do common"what did you say?"I ask trying not to sound rude even though it was because I wasn't listening "your mother is hosting another ball...I want you to attend this one"he says...I'm shocked I have no clue what to wear I also won't have any friends there I mean...I have loona but my mother will definitely not invite her because my dad's doing this thing where he lets loonas dad blitz borrow his spell book and for a return he gets fucked which I think is disgusting and I could never picture myself dating or fucking someone it's gross and I just wouldn't want it...anyways I need something to wear for this ball party thing so I take out my phone and starts texting loona

🖤 OCTAVIA🖤:u up?

🩶Loona🩶:yea what's up?

🖤 OCTAVIA🖤:my mother is hosting this party/ball thing and I have nothing to wear

🩶Loona🩶:are you asking me to take you to the mall?

🖤 Octavia🖤:yes...

🩶Loona🩶:meet me at the mall at 10...

I say a small yes to myself I have to meet her there by an hour and a half I know exactly where I'm going to get a dress because I know this place that I shop at a lot because they have a bunch of goth and vampirey stuff there and the other day I was there and I saw a dress i really liked I rub my eyes and grab my bowl of cereal and put it in the sink I finished a long time ago but I didn't want to leave loona undelivered I walked back to find something to wear I grab black boots,a fuck you dad band t shirt,a hoodie, fishnets,and fingerless gloves I get dressed and check the time I still have an hour I don't know what to do...I'm on my phone too much and I'm bored.....I got an idea it'll pass the time for now I start thinking about my sexuality I have no clue what it would be.....I don't like the fact of liking some like dating, cuddling,or fucking someone so I have no clue I think about that for a while then I check the time again I have to meet her in 10 minutes so I walk out the castle and start walking to the mall it's pretty far away so I have to get a head start on walking I get there 3 minutes early and see Loona I tell her the place I want to go and we start walking