Choi yeonjun. An 18 year old boy who finds peace in music. He's playing video games just staring at the screen blankly. Trying to ignore all the yelling, cussing, shouting behind him. He's used to it. But it still triggers his memory from his childhood. He took deep breaths and threw his controller on the other side of the couch. He closed his eyes. Trying to come out of the reality which he never enjoys.
"Come out of this yeonjun. You can do this." He muttered to himself.
Soon everything started fading. The sounds went silent. Pitch silence. The sound of peace. Yes, peace doesn't have any sound it's silence.
"I SHOULD'VE NEVER MARRIED YOU AND HAVE A CHILD WITH YOU I REGRET EVERYTHING NOW!" His mom shouted and it took him outta the silence. So my mom regrets having me too huh? Great. Very ... pleasing to hear. He thought to himself.
Frustrated, he got up and stomped his way to his room and slammed the door behind him. The parents didn't seem to stop even after hearing the door slamming. Honestly, he used to stop the arguments before but it's no use. If nothing changes why waste his energy over them. I'm tired too.
He played some music which didn't seem to cover the yelling and cussing so he turned up the volume even more and smiled tiredly. "Peace finally". Yeonjun finds peace and his safe place in music. He grabbed the lighter which was on the side table by his bed and put the cigarette between his lips to light it. He started smoking last year. Bad habits, traumas, depression, all leads to them. Maybe one day he'll stop. Don't know when that one day will come. When he exhales it feels like all the worries, problems, tiredness , goes out and up high with the smoke. He chuckled to himself. " How did my life turn out like this? I dreamt of being a model, a rockstar or an astronaut when I was a child. Now I'm here, just wanting to survive or maybe dying is better."
He checked his phone, " 9 messages from Beomgyu." He shrugged and opened it.
Beomgyu
Yo
I need notes
THE EXAM IS TOMORROW IM DYING HELP PLS
anxiety is kicking in oh god.
😭
YEONJUN
WHERE ARE YOU
CHOI
YEONJUN
ARE YOU ALIVE?
Yeh unfortunately...alive
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First of all, I forgot about warning and all in the prologue. So just know this is gonna have a gotta angst and stuff so if U get uncomfortable just don't read it.
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