If they are scared of you, I will remind their fragile humanity of your beauty🧸

6. We love him ❤️

(Hiiiii 🥺✨️💗 how are you doing ? It's been some days for this au but I needed more time to get it written✨️ I hope that you are great since last time and I am sending you love 🫂✨️here I am with their love and I was giggling so much while writing this one 🥹🥹 wishing you a good reading, hope you will love it ✨️🫠 take care 💗 love you 💗)

Porchay hesitated a lot when Kim asked him if he wanted to go to his apartment. It is closer than his cabin. It might feel less awkward for them. The boy is using his wig to hide himself as much as he can, his clothes too, he has an excuse to escape Kim's gaze outside. However, he doesn’t want to run away, he misses him so much, he doesn’t feel like leaving him behind. He is scared, really worried about what can happen to their relationship but ignoring him hurts more than letting him reject him. If he has to erase their memory, or at least try to not think about it, he will. 

The silence is high in the car, no music, nothing at all just Kim’s concerned expression and Porchay’s avoiding attitude. They would have preferred to sing along like every time they went into that car, but this time was definitely different.  He doesn’t feel trapped, not at all, he knows that he could have said no, and Kim would have left him alone. He is aware that he is the one to push himself into this situation. 

The moment he closed the door behind them, Porchay wanted to truly disappear. It will be the moment of truth, the beginning of a conversation and maybe the end of their meeting. He isn’t even thinking about a good outcome for them.

“Don't…be mad at Porsche…I kinda obligated him to let me come…but…I mean…I talked about what happened…” He says, walking inside and showing him the way. Porchay is listening with surprise. He knows that Kim earned Hia's trust but to the point of confessing his feelings to him. This is another level. 

The boy sits quickly on the sofa, putting the wig down but still avoiding Kim. He looks down, at the left or the right, in every direction. He tries to never give a chance to his eyes, to never let them meet Kim’s gaze. His heart trembles, if this is the last time that he will be able to talk with Kim, he needs to react.

 “He thought that we should talk…he didn't want to impose it on you but Chay…you can still walk away…” He says, sitting next to him. 

“What?” Porchay raises his head, he has no idea if he should be relieved and run or if he should wonder what is going on in Kim’s mind after he drove him here.

“I… In reality I thought about just seeing you… and walking away. I thought about it but it would be so hard…I missed you so much…I thought of just… I don’t even know…” He sighs, looking straight into his eyes, making Porchay blush. “But… I…whatever,  you agreed on coming but if you want to go away or to not talk about this…kiss…You're free Chay…Or even in the middle of the conversation or even-” He says this with such a sad tone that it breaks the boy's heart. 

“P'Kim… I missed you…” He whispers, cutting him quickly. Kim’s expression is showing how much he wasn’t expecting those words. 

“You did?” He mostly whines, as if he had heard the most amazing words in the whole world.

 “Yes…It might look…strange but if I ran away…it is exactly because…because…” He can’t come to reveal more and he quickly talks back, moving from one thought to another one. “I am sorry… For running away…I promise you that If I didn't want to be here I wouldn't have followed you… “

“I am glad…” Kim smiles more relaxed. “Can…we talk then? About our kiss?” He says it with so much clearness that Porchay blushes, feeling under the warmest spotlight, trying to not stare at Kim’s lips again because they are so tempting.