What would you do if you don't want to let go the person you really love? you don't want to let go of them but you needed to. A story where a girl fell in love to her same gender and stayed with her but only in dream.
Nagising ako dahil sa sinag ng araw na tumambad sa aking mukha. Fuck. Napuyat nanaman ako, ba't ko ba kasi iniisip 'yong babaeng 'yon. Wala namang connection sa 'kin 'yon. I should be enjoying this vaccation not thinking about others. Gosh niesh.
It's a bit boring here and i decided to chat my friends. Boring naman kasi kung sa bahay lang. Hindi naman ako lumalabas ng bahay, malamang taong bahay ako. Hindi sanay makipag interact sa mga tao kaya mailangin.
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Niesha's POV
Nakakatamad talaga gumalaw ngayon. Ano bang meron kasi hahaha sakit ng buong pagkatao ko ngayon.
Naglinis ako ng kwarto haha, partida kahit masama yung lagay nakapag linis pa. While i was cleaning, my phone suddenly rang which flashes a facebook notification. Someone added me huh. May nalaman nanaman kaya 'tong mga 'to sa 'kin HAHAHAHAHA. I opened the app and i saw her fb account. Hoyy inadd ako tanginaaa. Mika Jaeriel Santos. Cutie. Her name is girly yet she look handsome or i should say she's masc.
I jumped to my bed because of happiness. Idk i suddenly felt something. Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko feeling the beat of my heart. It beats so fast. I stalked her account, and after that, it broke me. She has girlfriend pala haha, so this feeling shouldn't be feel by me. May gf s'ya haha. That's it, that picture suddenly broke me into pieces. I shouldn't feel this. I'm not into her. I do like her, but i need this to stop habang maaga pa.
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Days has passed already, simula nung nangyari 'yon ay tumigil na s'ya sa kakaisip kay Mika, though she's still thinking of her but not that always. Sumasagi na lang sa isipan n'ya. She kept herself busy and avoided social medias to forget about her. It'll be better for her to lessen herself from using gadgets and using social medias.
"Napaka kalat nanaman ano ba 'yan" inis na saad ko, ayaw ko talaga ng makalat. Mabilis akong mainis
"Sumisigaw ka nanaman riyan" aniya ng mama ko. Sino ba kasi ang hindi maiinis sa kalat tapos kakalinis mo lang.
Malapit nanaman ang pasukan. Niesha fixed all of her things for her school, in the past days, all what she did is to prepare herself. Practicing some appropriate for introducing herself. Ultimong mababaliw na ito dahil hindi n'ya makuha ang accent na gusto n'ya.
Niesha's POV
Ang hirap naman kabisaduhin, napaka perfectionist ko na ba? Baka sabihin sa first day of school pa lang bida-bida na ako haha nakakahiya. Maybe gagawin ko nalang easy 'to para hindi bida bida yung datingan ko pag nagsimula yung class hahahaha.
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Days has passed again and tomorrow is the first day of the class. Niesha was super ready but also nervous at the same time
Niesha's POV
Why do i feel nervous ba? I already practiced my introducing mechanism naman na. Am i nervous bcs i'll see her again? Noo haha, hindi pwede. Nieshaaaa you're donee with her na. There's nothing to be nervous with. She's just a person no need to feel nervous. Your top priority right now is to achive your goal.
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She sleep early even though her class is on pm shift, that's either good so she can rest well enough.
Niesha's POV
This is it. The day!!! I took a bath and ate already. I'm just waiting for the time and also i'm waiting for Marga. Ang bagal pa naman kumilos non jusko
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"Sha" pagtawag sa 'kin ni mama, ano nanaman kaya iuutos non
"Ano?" Tanong ko rito
"Isabay mo na 'tong kapatid mo, samahan mo s'ya pumasok ah, wag mong iwan 'yan sa gate kasi hindi pa n'yan alam yung room nila" mahabang saad nito. Hayss, kung minamalas ka nga naman oh
She immediately chatted Marga to wait for her
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Minute has passed, nakarating na rin si marga. Hindi naman ganoon kalayo ang bahay nila ngunit mabagal naman itong kumilos.
"Sha!!" Sigaw ng isang pamilyar na boses. Nilingon ko ito at nakita ko si Marga.
"Wait lang marg, ano oras na ba? Hatid ko lang 'to. Kapag 11:40 hindi pa sila pinapasok alis na tayo" saad ko sa kanya at tinignan naman niya ang oras
"11:30 na ih" saad nito. Juskooo kasi, sobrang init naman
"Iwan na kita rito ha? May classmate ka naman ata dati ma classmate mo pa rin hanggang ngayon. Sabay ka nalang sa kanila ha? Mal-late na kami eh" saad ko sa nakababata kong kapatid
"Bye ate, ingat loveu" saad nito sa akin at saka humalik sa akin.
