Loved You First

Looking for something ?

Valerie's POV:

I woke up at 8 the next morning so I walked down the hallway into the kitchen where I could prepare breakfast for the boys, I tried looking for something but my short 5"4' figure was too short for the top cupboard I was trying to look for something to cook when a husky deep voice endured my presence.

"Looking for something ?"

Harry asked while giving me a cheeky smirk .

"Actually yes , but I can't reach the pancake mix"

I tried to sound as sad as I could but I glanced back up to him and couldn't help but notice his shirt less body, still smirking.

"Stop smiling and help me you butt hole."

"Alright, alright then love."

He started to walk over to me and I stepped back so he could get the mix for me.

"Here you go babe."

He added with a blush clear on his cheeks.

"Don't call me that..." I mumbled..

He walked into the living room turned on the TV and flipped through the stations till he found something interesting, which was a football game. I didn't know they aired football this early in the morning? Well I guess they do.

I started to flip multiple pancakes on and off the stove. You have to get them golden or their no good at all? That's what Lou always told me. Him and his little things that have to be perfect...

Zayn came charging down the stairs with Louis close behind him.

"Ha! I win! Loser."

"I like girls who eat carrots! You Twerp"

Louis said with his satisfied loss.

"Zayn!" I yelled.

"Yesss?" He said flirtatiously.

"Stop being a meanie."

"WHAT? I didn't do anything!"

"Yeah you did."

"What did I do than?"

"Well... Thats a secret." I winked at Louis.

It was always our thing to confuse people Lou thinks its hilarious.

"Yeah Zayn thats a secret!" Louis chuckled.

Everyone just stared at us looking confused.

"Well the pancakes are ready, syrup is on the counter, butter is on the plate. What else is there... There's orange juice , apple juice , milk...ew. Andd..."

"Orange Juice!"

"Apple Juice!"

"Your juice?"

"Who wants what?" I smirked.

"Lou wants orange juice, Liam wants milk, and Harry i don't have juice you perv. Zayn wants apple, and Niall wants?"

"Grape Juice!"

"Do we have any?"

"We better or I just might die. Gimme my food!!!"

"Chill. Just Chill."

I pored everybody their beverages and they gobbled down bacon, eggs, pancakes and their juices.

"Are you not eating anything Valerie?" Niall asked.

"I already ate, thanks though." I lied...

I don't know how i'm going to recover... Never being good enough, skinny enough, pretty enough, i'm just not enough