*i apologize for the photo above in advance.. i found it after i wrote this and it was just too perfect to not add.. this story contains mentioning of suicide. If you have thoughts please talk to someone. They care ❤️*
( you and Taylor were married for 5 years, that was until you lost your life to depression 4 days ago. Taylor's been none stop crying those past few days. Taylor's mom also got her a build a bear with your voice note in it)
Taylor's phone rings
*Taylor's eyes snapped up to the ringing of the phone, her eyes widening once more. She picked it up, her heart fluttering as she held it to her ear.*
"Hello.."
Hi baby.. You say on the other end
*Taylor's entire body went stiff, her breath caught in her throat. She couldn't speak, could barely breath. At first, she thought she was dreaming, but she knew her voice too well to be mistaken.*
"Y/n..?" *She was struggling to breathe.*
Hi honey..
"Is this... Is this really you..?" *She started to tremble, her voice quivering with each word.*
Yes baby it's me..
"But how... How is this possible..." *She asked, her heart starting to race. She wanted to believe it was really her, but she was so confused.*
"You... How..."
One heaven phone call..
*Taylor's eyebrows raised, slightly puzzled. It made sense, but she had never heard of this before.*
"Wait... You get one phone call from heaven. And you used it to talk to me...?"
Mmhm
"Oh, love..." *She whispered, her voice quivering again. She was still in disbelief, but the sound of her voice was enough to bring her some comfort.*
I miss you beautiful..
"I miss you too, baby... So much... I'm not sure how I'll keep going without you." *She sobbed, the tears falling again.*
You'll get through this honey I promise
"How can I get through this? You were my everything, babe..." *She said, her voice cracking. She took a breath, trying to reign in her emotions.*
"I just don't understand... How you could just... leave, like that..."
Bc you're so strong Taylor..
"I don't feel strong..." *She said, more tears falling.* "I just feel empty - like a part of me is missing."
*She took a few more breaths, trying to slow down her thoughts.*
"Can I ask you something?"
Yes
"Why? Why did you decide to..." *She couldn't finish her sentence. She had been dreading this moment from the very beginning, not wanting to talk about it. Her throat felt so tight.*
I was in a very bad state hon..
"I know that, but..." *She began, but again, she had no words. She didn't know how to finish that sentence. In a way, she didn't want to. She didn't want to even think about the idea that her lover took her own life.*
But now I'm so happy! There's no pain and no sadness! I'm finally free!
*Taylor started to shake her head a bit, not wanting to accept that. She wanted her here, she desperately wanted her alive.*
