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"Im Fine..."

Roc x Ray

Sobbing was echoing through the big spacious house. No one to be seen nor heard of but poor Ray, his phone, a picture and something dark....

Ray was one of those guys who would smile in everyone's face and set aside their feelings or problems just help others or in particular .....the love of their life. Let's go back to earlier today......

It was a nice sunny and beautiful day. Ray smiled and was driving to his dear friend and secret love of his life Roc's house. Yes Ray is Gay. Openly gay at that. And yes Roc does know about his sexuality BUT doesnt know about Ray being in love with him.

The reason why Ray didnt tell Roc about his feelings was because he was shy. And also because he was scared of what Roc would say to him afterwards. So to refrain from Roc's future reactions.....Ray just didnt tell him. But from the help and guidance of his best friend Prince, Ray has finally got the courage to tell Roc how he feels and how much he loves him.

When Ray got to Roc's house....he felt something weird. Like something was bound to happen. Ray just shook it away and got out his car. He happily walked to Roc's door and knocked.

Ray : Roc!! Open up boy!!

Hard footsteps came towards the door. The door swung open and Ray sees Roc smiling at him.

Roc : Hey Ray.

Ray ; Hi.

Ray stuck his hand out at Roc but Roc rolled his eyes and hugged Ray. Ray was blushing mega hard. When they pulled away Roc chuckled.

Roc : Now since when we ever shook hands man?

Ray : True true...*laughing*

Ray then walked in the house and walked into the living room plopping on the couch. He saw Roc come in and he sat some inches away on the other side of the couch. Ray then looked at the tv.

Ray : What you watching man?

Roc : Um. Beyond Scared Straight

(Really really hardcore show. Like....damn.)

Ray : Ooh sounds cool.

Roc : *nods his head* Yeah.. so....why you here Ray? Something you wanted to say?

Ray : Oh um...

Ray sat there and fumbled with his fingers for a bit then looked at Roc nervous. He then took a deep breath and nodded a bit.

Ray : Chresanto. What im about to tell you might effect your point of view of me. Hopefully in a good way and not a bad.

Roc : You can tell me Ray my view wont change on you.

Ray smiled a bit then sighed a second time being confident. 

Ray : R-Roc.....I love you. Not in no bro or best friend way. More. M-More than that. Roc you are mostly all that I really think about 24/7, 365 a year. When I first met you in 10th grade I-I instantly had a crush on you. I tried to shake off of it but I couldn't. When I became your best friend then I knew I wa-wanted to be more than that. Youre like my light to my darkness. My beat to my heart. Ive had this love for you for too long.  I-I thought it would at least fade but it didnt. It stayed. Seeing you everyday almost makes my days brighter. My feelings for you are real deep. All my life I had to hide this because I was scared on what you would say. I still am s-scared on what you would say after im done talking. But yeah chres I cant stop thinking of you. From your eyes to your smile to your  body and all. E-Every time I see you I just want to.....to.....