MINE ALONE

Chapter Six

I got home a little later that evening and went straight to my room. My mind was a mess with questions from the events that happened at school, I couldn't stop thinking about it. What had happened? Am I gay? Is he gay?
Before all this I've never thought about my sexuality nor have I been in a relationship but the way my body reacted today made me wonder. What doesn't make sense was why he did that. Why did he look at me like that? Why does he call me princess? Am I the only one he calls that? Is he gay? But that's impossible.

He has a girlfriend and I know for a fact he is promiscuous with half if not all the girls on campus his status was proof of that. I am so confused right now. But the bigger question is why do I love the way he pinned me to the wall, the way his eyes raked over my body hungrily and even when he called me princess.

Am I the only one who feels this way? That night I didn't sleep until about three in the morning when my eyes gave into tiredness. I woke up the next morning when my alarm ran after switching it off. I jumped up and did my same routine before heading downstairs and off to school.

I walked to class after I grabbed my books from the locker and was already feeling tired because of math class. Who in the world likes math? It's a horribly and mentally stressed subject but I'm good at it so I don't bother to indulge much into the negative side of it. Back in my old school it was the only thing that made school worth attending and I loved the teacher since she was kind and friendly. Now to think about it she was the only friend back at my old school and the only one who actually made me feel wanted.

Thinking back on it, I sighed and adjusted my glasses. Then I saw someone waving at me in the distance, I squinted my eyes and as I got closer I saw that it was travis. He walked up to me and enveloped me into a big hug which surprised me.

"Sorry for not meeting you after class, something came up and I left school early."
"Oh, it's fine, I managed to find the school exit so I'm fine." I said, smiling at him as he pulled away. "It's good that you're ok, and I didnt even have your number to call or text." he said pulling out his phone "give me your number." I typed my number before handing it back to him. "I'll save you as chipmunk," he said laughing. Suddenly I felt a chill run down my spine and the feeling someone was staring at me, I looked in the direction of the gaze just to see Elliot walking in my direction with his girlfriend and minions again. He was staring at me like I robbed his house and emptied his bank account.

"Hey princess" he whispered and winked at me as he walked passed.
"Oh my fucking god, did, did he just......talk to you and even winked?" Travis said mouth agape and eyes bulging out of his head. "Dude what did you do? Is he already threatening you by chance? Did you provoke him and now he wants revenge?......wait wait wait, what in the fuck did you do for him to notice you?" Travis started asking a barrage of questions as he invaded my space panicking.

"Calm down, I just ran into him a few times and something happened." I said remembering what happened yesterday in the halls and in class my face burned.

"You ran into him a few times? What do you not understand about not bumping into him at all, chipmunk?" "and what happened?"
"Well, he fell asleep in class and i woke him up to tell him class was over"
And he didn't punch you or anything?"
I tilted my head and gave him a confused look "punch me? Why would he do that?"
"A guy made the same mistake and he broke the guys nose for fucks sake. You got lucky chipmunk."
We didn't say anything after that, and just walked to class, Travis being on his phone with a frustrated expression while I tagged along behind with my head low wondering why the devil let me off the hook. Deep in thought I didn't realize Travis stopped and I bumped into him. "Hey chipmunk, something came up again. Can you find your way to class on your own?" I nodded but he kept asking if I was sure and since what he had seemed important I assured him telling him I'm fine about a hundred times before he finally hugged me and left after much convincing. I watched him leave before I made my way to class. I wonder what made him leave in such a rush, I'm happy he was worried about me going to class alone though.

I guess moving here wasn't such a bad idea after all. I arrived at class a few minutes early so that gave me the advantage to choose a desk at the back which I loved, after looking around I decided on a desk at the far back near a window with the view of the basketball field. Taking my seat I felt my phone vibrate, I took it out and saw it was a message from Travis saying he left school and apologizing. I replied telling him not to worry and he should take care, he replied with a thumbs up and I put my phone away, covered my head with my hoodie and decided to get some shut eyes to make up for last night.

I didn't know when I dozed off when someone tapped my desk seemingly trying to wake me up. I lazily opened my eyes to see who it was. The person I saw was beautiful, I thought.

"Well princess, it's good to know you think I'm beautiful now wake up before I kiss you." the person said with a devilish smirk.

What? It took a while for what he said to register but when it did I bolted up, did I say he was beautiful out loud I thought covering my mouth as embarrassment washed in and flooded my cheeks I ducked, "I..I..... I didn't mean t..to call you beautiful it just..... I'm sorry" i said fumbling over my words. But no reply came, I looked up to see him staring at me with those lovely emerald eyes and I drifted admiring how unique they were. I was so immersed I didn't notice when he leaned in our faces inches apart.

"If you keep staring at me like that princess I'll get the wrong idea" he said he's minty breath fanned my face, I blinked and turned away. He chuckled and it wasn't loud but that made it sound like music to my ears. He took at seat beside me and we were quiet for a while that's when I realize the class was empty and the door and windows were closed, he seems to have noticed my confusion
"You were sleeping and because the teacher is absent, everyone was being loud so I chased them out and sealed off the the place so you could sleep in peace since you looked tired this morning." he said leaning back in his chair looking as if it was completely normal.

"Why would you do that?" I asked, looking down. He didn't reply and instead got up "your welcome princess." he said and left. "Did I do something wrong?"