Oneshot [TK]

The World

The feeling of wanting someone so close to you, it's a feeling we all calls as— desperate. Or that's what I belive. The world was always been cruel to the ones who deserved all the happiness.

What is happiness, actually?

—–a state of mind which indicates there's much worse was coming for them.

Always been scared of it actually. It still makes me feel those ugly feels.

I don't know but the world never, ever showed the ones who deserved the whole happiness, what actually happiness is.

And I hate this world. In these generations, no one can understand you more than yourself, but what if someone who you cherish the most understands you like no one ever did?

And that's what actually happiness is. And here, we have our main leads of this story, one crying silently, while the other——

"Why it has to be you and not me?.... You were amazing, and world is such a bitch to do this...." He cried while mumbling out some unheard words.

10 years of not meeting his other half. Yes it hurts real bad. He slowly crawled towards the grave and he laid on top of that. He pushed away his wheelchair as he glanced at the name written on the stone.

IN LOVING MEMORY OF;

KIM TAEHYUNG
BORN: 1995-12-30
DIED: 2023-05-22

A LOVELY FRIEND, A LIVING ANGEL WHICH BEEN SNATCHED AWAY FROM US.

The unshed tears ran down his cheeks, as he slowly made his hands towards the picture on the stone. He sighed, vision being blurry as the hot tears formed in his foggy eyes.

"Why?.... It's you?..... Please-" and finally he physically cried. Body shooking in a sudden rises. He shook his head as he tried to dry his tears off. Was this world always been like this? Never let us be happy?

Don't we deserve a slightest peace? It's the reason why we hate happiness, at least me.

The thought of someone who was just us; were leaving us here. It's a terrifying scene to watch.

And the same person took their last breath in our embrace makes it more hard. Giving your everything to them, but in return you got nothing but the darkness which is more than terrifying.

You know, world is always like this. I remember how Jungkook was holding onto Taehyung's lifeless body. Shooking hard as he cried; not even minding to believe the reality. Why can't his dream come true?

That his Taehyung will place him in his warm embrace that he is longing for? Why the universe always plays tricks to us? To the most fragile human being?

Life. Now what is that? What actually we have to do? What actually this four lettered word meant?

If you ask us, to me and Jungkook; we would answer it as nothing. Life is nothing. Life is actually the most painful challenge to survive on.

If so, then what is live? Why we have to live when nothing is okay? When life is giving you a millions of clues to leave or more specifically say; give up on this life?

For me, I'm still wondering around the garden, in search of the answer. But Jungkook got his answer, when Taehyung was with him.