music with you//billie eilish fanfic

connection

I had been home for a couple of days just focusing on learning the guitar and back up stuff for the tour coming up so I can be prepared. Billie and I had basically just been friends with benefits, but I have some kind of attachment to her like when I'm not around her I feel lazy and bored and sad. I think Ima hit her up to see if she wants to hang.

me- hey bil are you busy?

Billie- I'm just finishing up some prep with my stylists for tour and the I'm free. why what's up?

me- I just wanted to see if you wanted to come over.

Billie- I loved to ill be there in about an hour because we gotta talk about your wardrobe for tour

me- okay bill see you soon.

I had put on some bummy clothes just sweats and my sports bra and chilled on the couch till she arrived. I heard a knock at the door, so I got up and answered it as soon as we saw each other we both smiled and hugged each other but when she walked in and closed the door, she and flipped around grabbed me by the neck and kissed me. she then let go and she went to the couch I went and grabbed some snacks knowing she probably wanted some. I had sat down on the couch putting the snacks on the coffee table. 

"So, I talked with my clothing stylists, and they want us to have a similar style but obviously you would have a more masculine kind of fit because that's what you prefer. but anyways I need you to meet with them tomorrow so they can pick out an outfit for every concert for the tour. for the after parties and what not you can dress yourself so bring some of your own clothes and all your essentials." Billie said professionally making sure to let me know it's important.

"I got it Billie ill meet up with your stylists just give me a time and place. I promise I will do everything to make happy for this tour." I replied to her showing that I care that it's important to her.

we ate some snacks and watched American horror story for a bit, and we were cuddled up. I couldn't stop thinking about what we were and how I just want her to be mine because I know if I found out someone else was touching her id be jealous. I needed to grow a pair of balls and just ask her

"bil can I ask you something that's been on my mind" I asked while holding her in my arms still.

"Yea what's up" she said softly getting up and sitting towards me and grabs my hands to hold and looks me in the eyes.

I let out a nervous sigh and she squeezed my hands to assure me that it's okay. "Like what are we, I get that we are kind of just fuck buddies who are friends but I'm catching feelings for you, and I just don't know what to do" I said scared of what the answer would be.

"Babe, you mean more to me than just a fuck buddy and more to me than just a friend but it's complicated because my manager wants me to pull a PR stunt with another celebrity right now, so I was going to ask you out after that was over. I promise I was going to tell you once it all got planned out and the deal was made." she said honestly and with meaning in her eyes that she meant every word.

"Wait so after this PR stunt you were going to ask me out?" I said confused thinking she only wanted to fuck

"Yes, babe I really like you, but we need to get to know each other more so going on dates would help open us up to who we each really are to each other" Billie replied assuring me by rubbing you thumb back and forth on my hands.

"I agree bil, I want to get to know you deeper than what's been shown." I replied while pulling her in for a hug 

"Hey creed, are we still good to kiss and do things until we can be official?" Billie asked giving the pouted dog face

"Ofc bil, I couldn't keep my hands off you even if I tried" I replied smiling

we pressed our lips against each other but this time it felt more like fireworks and passion. like opening up brought out a different side of us to each other. she got on top of me and grinding back and forth while still kissing me, but it still isn't the same as before we weren't going to hook up, but we just needed each other touch and love. 

eventually we pulled away leaning our heads together and just staring into each other eyes. she pulled her head up and gave me a kiss on the forehead before getting up and offering me her hand and I took her hand and she led us to the bed where we laid down and snuggled all night while we slept.

"Goodnight bil"

"Goodnight babe"