One Accident After Another

Ashley's

Thursday 2/14/18 12:28am

He came back today. I haven't seen him in days. Dad, I mean. I was kind of excited, you know. Maybe somehow he magically changed or something. 'Course he didn't. What did I expect?

Around 6-ish (am), he came back looking erm, well... not his best, to put it kindly. His clothes were tattered (probably got in a fight or something) and he didn't seem sober.

I sighed sadly and helped my father to his bedroom. He was quite heavy so it took all my strength to drag him onto the bed (no just no. Stop it you weird, IMMATURE brain). I laid him there and made him some food. I'm actually getting the hang of cooking. It's quite fun.

Anyways, I made him some waffles and bacon (ik basic ass breakfast but THERE WAS NOTHING ELSE IN THE FRIDGE) and brought it to him. I set it down on the table next to him and closed the door slightly.

I wish I could talk to him. I want to talk to him like we always used to. About everything and anything. But after Mom left, I guess he kind of left that day too. We were both abandoned. Why did he have to leave me too? But he is all I have. And I still love him.

P.S. Most of the ants are gone but I'm still forever traumatized.

Friday 2/15/18 8:01 am

Ahhhhh I don't want to go to worrrrrrk. I hate life. I hate everything. I hate work. Work should DIEEEEE. It's so boringgggg. I need DRAMAAAA.

After work

I'm going to literally shoot everyone and bomb the world and go live with the aliens or something because literally life is so boring and disgusting. Like I'm actually so done with it.

9:27 pm

I spotted another stupid ant crawling around the stupid house.

10:39pm

I counted all the hairs on one clump of my hair. It was like 2,890 or something. It took a lot of concentration and skill. I'm actually pretty proud of myself. Gonna go count the rest.

11:19pm

I looked at myself in the mirror and had those middle-of-the-night breakdowns and started crying. I don't know. Dad's literally still in his room. Is he dead?! Oh god I'm gonna check

2 min later

Oops he's alive. He just screamed at me for coming into his room. Sorry! Calm down. Jeez....

5 min later

Me is bored. Some hot guy come and save me from dying of boredom. Pleaseee.

Saturday 2/16/18 No Work! Wooohoooo it's like 10 am or something

Yesssss no STUPID work where I work my butt off and no one even says "Thank you so much, Ariah, for being a hard working citizen who makes everyone's day better with morning coffee". How rude.

But now I'm bored. Hmmmm. What to dooooo. This is why I want to go to school. Like at least at school there was DRAMA. Here I just live, eat, poop, sleep. Ok the poop was unneeded and disgusting but it's life. We have to accept the beauties of life.

Anyways. I'm going out to the grocery store or something.

2:00pm

Oh my GAWDDD. I got a job offer! Actually no I didn't. Just saw one of the signs with the number to call to interview and stuff and like signed up for an interview. I don't even want to be a waiter at Ashley's but I was bored. I will do ANYTHING when I'm bored. Like ughhh.