Only Human Touch

Chapter 8: Your lips felt so nice

Camilas POV
When I opened my eyes I felt Laurens arms around my body, feeling her chest rise and fall down so peacefully. It was still dark outside so I remembered what we did last night and it was something new. I hate to admit this but I loved being in control. I loved seeing Lauren struggle to not touch herself when she looked at me. I loved messing with her, but I also loved when she couldn't help herself and she took control over my body.

Last night when we just laid in bed and we just looked at each other I felt my heart racing. I was scared because of how excited I felt being so close to Lauren, in complete silence I felt contempt.

I think starting up a sexual relationship with Lauren was so pure and even though it did start because of my desires for her, we've both grown and figured a lot about ourselves because we're so open and comfortable around each other.

At first I really was scared of my stronger feelings creeping up but I think those stronger feelings are the love I have for our friendship. Seeing her be more confident and even though she can stumble a bit and feel insecure when I reassure her, she calms down and believes every word I say.

I felt Lauren stir in her sleep, I moved my body so I was now facing her, still feeling her arms around my body. She only had her boxers and bra on. I felt a little sad when she confessed that the only reason I'm with her is because of her extra member. I was hurt because of how shallow she thought of me. I do admit, I would've been hesitant in starting things with her if it wasn't for her extra part but because I'm more familiar with that part.

Now thinking back to our interactions, I mainly focus on her lower area. I frowned, feeling upset with myself. I honestly never thought about pleasuring her in other ways. I felt stupid for not doing more. She was such a giver in the bedroom that I forgot to also give pleasure to her whole body.

Laurens face was calm, she was so beautiful, even with her eyes closed. Her soft skin glistened in the dim lights from outside. Her lips were parted a little bit. I could stare at her forever if I could.

I felt myself getting sleepy again and I nestled my face in Laurens neck, feeling her arms adjust to my body closer to hers. She held my back firmy, subconsciously letting out a muffled sigh. My body immediately felt comfortable and warm in her arms. I knew this would probably be the last time we'd hold each other to avoid getting our emotions mixed up but tonight I craved closeness from her. But I told myself this would be the last time we'd cuddle, just to get it out of my system.

I slowly fell back to sleep in blissfulness wrapped in Laurens arms.
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Lauren's POV
"Is this cute?" Camila asked, walking out of my restroom wearing a white 1975 crop top and a black skirt, her wavy hair was down and she had a little bit of makeup but she still looked natural.

She honestly looked breathtaking. I smiled and nodded. I found it strange that she decided to change in my restroom when she's changed in front of me before and I've seen her naked many times this summer.

I looked at my long mirror hung on my bedroom door and adjusted my hair, flipping it to one side. Camila sat on my bed putting her shoes on.

Things between us have been a little strange, when we woke up this morning Camila was wrapped around my body. It felt so good and weird at the same time. I didn't wanna think about my feelings towards Camila right now. But I was scared my feelings would get in the way of what we have going on.

We didn't talk about cuddling last night, it's not like we broke any rules but at the same time it did feel as if we did because I couldn't help but wonder if the sudden silence and the urge for privacy between us was the result from last night.

"Are you ready to go?" I asked her, she looked up from tying her shoes and nodded. The air was awkward between us.

By the time Camila woke up this morning I was already out of bed and in the shower. I didn't hear her leave but when I got out of the shower I saw she had left, not a single text message or anything.