ℐ 𝒽𝒶𝓉ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊． ~ 𝒿ℯ𝓎 𝓊𝓈ℴ

4.

you didn't know how to feel, you and wes have now been together for about 4 months, and honestly it has been the best four months of your life, you were happy, you were doing good at work, you felt like everything was going your way, well not all the way, the old images of you and jey tangled in eachothers arms would weirdly come back to you when you were with wes and you didn't know how to stop it and what to do about it
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~your house
~11:45 am
today you and wes would be going on this lunch date that's been planned for awhile, and you we're honestly excited, you missed your man and you wanted to spend time with him, and plus he was gonna be going back home for about four  weeks, and you would have gone with him, but he hasn't mentioned anything about you going with him to you and you weren't gonna push it
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you jammed out as you made it to texas roadhouse where you and wes would be having you lunch date, smiling when you got out of the car as soon as you saw him

"hi mama" he said walking up to you and giving you a kiss

"hi baby how are you" you said smiling as you interlocked your guys hands, you guys walking hand in hand into the restaurant

"happy that we're going on this date, sad that I'm gonna be leaving you for four weeks tho" he said and you felt all of your emotions kind of hit you in that moment

you loved wes, you really you did, but four weeks without your man?, four weeks with no person to keep you company, feed into ur thoughts and needs?

then your mind travels back to the samoan man that knows your body ten times and I mean ten times more then wes does

you didn't know why you were thinking about jey so much even though you haven't talked to him in a month but you knew that you needed time stop before it caused problems between you and wes

"you okay baby?" he said snapping you out of your thoughts and you were quick to give him a smile

"yes I'm okay honey" you said sending him a smile

now in all truth, you didn't know if you were okay, you missed the feelings that you got when you were around jey and you didn't know what to do about it

you and wes were brought your food, then that smell, that expensive smell that practically brought you onto ur knees every time you smelt it was near

you looked up seeing jey, oh god, he was wearing these black jeans, a white yeet shirt, his chain on and the peak of his grillz in, damn did he look sexy as fuck, but the person beside him pissed you off on a whole new level

the fuck is that nxt bitch jadia paker doing with her arm wrapped around your mans waist, hold the hell up, he's not ur man, he hasn't been ur man, he was never ur man, what is going on with you, you thought to yourself

time skip
"you ready to go baby?" wes said looking at you and you smiled

"gladly let's go" you said getting up from ur seat and he nodded with a smile as you guys left ur table

but the way the heat between ur legs felt like a damn waterpark when you walked past jey locking eyes with him did not at all help the situation